rapmonstaa (1:52): hey
rapmonstaa (1:53): I hope you ate a good breakfast jean, have a good day
rapmonstaa (1:53): I feel a bit sad, well more anxious than sad but ye...
rapmonstaa (1:55): so there's this guy I like... and I writ him a little not expressing my feelings since id be a right mess if I talked to him straight up. I slipped it into his bag during class and it had my name on it ofc so he came to look for me the next day and
rapmonstaa (1:55): him: addison, did you leave this in my bag?
rapmonstaa (1:55): me: uh yeah...
rapmonstaa (1:55): him: listen, idk why you're suddenly bringing this up now but ive already got someone I like. and im 99% sure she likes me back so can you just... back off?
rapmonstaa (1:55): me: oh... i–um, I didn't know. can I ask who that person is?
rapmonstaa (1:55): him: you're asking me? you should know since you're so close with her. btw can I have her number or something, got to make a move u know...
rapmonstaa (1:55): me: right... uh... sure.
rapmonstaa (1:55): lmao can you believe I just gave the guy I had a crush on for 2 fucking years my best friend's number straight after I confessed my feelings
rapmonstaa (1:55): wow, hahah life's good .
rapmonstaa (1:56): and now im talking to myself, great lol
rapmonstaa (1:56): im just upset, am I over exaggerating? I can't tell blair bc she probably does like him back and I don't want to ruin anything between us
rapmonstaa (1:56): and before you think "yeah but wouldn't blair know you had a crush on him for 2 years", NO she doesn't know, I never told anyone im so fucking stupid I just sort of kept it in
rapmonstaa (1:56): but hey, at least I know what kinda dickhead he is now lol
rapmonstaa (1:56): I should stop right? rdgjkdgw
rapmonstaa (1:56): have a good day, eat a lot and don't work tootoo hard, health comes first!! ily
namminion (2:07): you deserve better than him, addie