It has been forever since I've written a poem
And since I last thought of him/her
Don't get me wrong
I still miss seeing him/her
Yet, I don't want to feel the past again
It's difficult describing it in words
Maybe you would understand better if you were in my point of view
I can also feel the anger and frustration from my beloved friends
I'll miss them too in return
If you're one of them reading this
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry... for hiding everything
My anxiety and depression was hidden from me acting tough
One of you will probably say you've been there, but I've been through worse
All of my "friends" from elementary school left me behind when I entered middle school, scaring me with trust issues.
They either became rivals or they pretended like they didn't know me.
I'll miss my true friends
With all my cold heart
And for those who betrayed me,
I hope you burn in hell
Tell Satan that I said hi while you're at it
But what's in the past, stays in the past
I'd rather die than living through that again
If you're just a reader who just likes reading poems
I just wanna say
Thank you,
Thank you for deciding to read this book
Because you're not just reading a book of poetry
You're reading on what's been on my mind when it comes to him/her
And as for him/her
I wish that he/she will have a safe summer
Even if he/she doesn't like me
I just hope that he/she will have a good life elsewhere
Goodbye
I don't know what else to write so I'll end the book here
Once I feel the love, I'll write another book, once school starts
Best wishes always,
Deathfang666