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@Directioner51556
your comment was AMAZAYN! thank you so much seriously when I read it I was like smiling and so happy!
you guys are all so AMAZAYN!
@yasmin_mousse (if I got it wrong I'm sorry! but I think its right)
I want to put up the blind imagine, but idk I don't really want to give away the ending. so I think that after I start the book I'll put up part two for the blind imagine.
SOOOOOOOO GUESS WHAT!?
ITS FALL BREAK FOR ME!!!!!
IT MEANS A WHOLE WEEK DEDICATED TO UPDATING ALL MY STORIES AND NEW IMAGINES!!!!!!
IM SO FREAKING EXCITED!
...well now that that's out I'm gonna give you this imagine I thought of...lol I felt so dirty cause like throughout the whole day I just kept thinking of dirty imagines I could make out if the situation I was in
anywho I thought of this when I got home and I freaking Loved it!
plus I'm drinking mah favorite tea!
(Chamomile Tea, if I haven't already told you)
well then...........
ONWARD MY TRUSTY HAMSTER STEED!!!!
ENJOY;)
I was as angry as ever when I walked into my house. slamming the door shut and yanking my coat off, pulling my shoes and socks off as well.
'that bastard! how could he just do that to me!?'
I stomped over to my bedroom closing the door and pulling my sweater off.
"(y/n)" I heard Zayn call through my window, knocking on the glass.
I glared at him turning my back to him and walking over to my drawers, picking out a black spaghetti strap shirt along with some black short shorts.
'he thinks he can just dump that stupid secret on me! well no I'm not taking it anymore!'
'how could he not see that I had feelings for him!?.....how could he ditch me for a stupid B*itch!?'
my eyes began to water at the thought of him kissing another girl. sure he was my bestfriend, but how could he not see that I had feelings for him?
even after he told me his secret.......well I guess he didn't really tell me, I just found out.
it didn't matter though, the point is the way I felt about him didn't change.
I still loved him.
"please (y/n), open the window" he pleaded as he continued hitting his fist against the glass. I walked over to him.
'Just go away you bastard!!'
"C'mon (y/n) you don't really mean that" Zayn said.
"Ugh! What did I say about listening to my thoughts!?" I asked him. my hands went up to reach for the curtains. I shut them turning as I yanked off my shirt and pants angrily. I jumped hearing my window get yanked open.
"(y-" I heard Zayns voice speak, cutting himself off. I spun around, my eyes widening as I blushed trying to cover myself with my hands.
"Wow" he breathed, his eyes roaming my body. I shifted uncomfortably, trying to cover my stomach as he stared at my body. I was silent as he walked over to me, shivering as the cool air hit me goosebumps rising on my skin.
"Beautiful" Zayn whispered to me. I leaned away from his warm touch.
"Z-Zayn could you close t-the window" I stuttered. he nodded quickly moving to close it and shut it, closing the curtains as well. as soon as he closed them he was back to where he was, standing in front of me.
"you want me to warm you up?" he asked.
"you know how hot I am" he smirked. I shook my head breathing out a light laugh. he wrapped his arms around me, his abnormal body heat warming me up. I wrapped my arms around his neck nuzzling into the crook of it.
"told you I was warm" he mumbled into my hair.
"its because you're a werewolf" I mumbled into his shoulder. he chuckled.
"you're right, but you think its hot" he said. I could almost see the smirk on his face, wanting to slap it right off.
"stay out of my head" I mumbled pulling away from him. he sighed.
"that was the mistake I made the first time" he mumbled.
"I'm not staying out of your head, not anymore. that's why I didn't know that you felt this way about me (y/n)" he said.
"its how I know that you want me to do this" he added, in a hushed whisper.
Zayn pulled my body to him, sitting on the bed, my legs either side of his waist, his hands on the small of my back.
I gasped feeling his soft lips place kisses on my neck and collarbones. I wanted nothing more than to just enjoy what he was doing.
I wanted him.
"I want you to (y/n)" he mumbled against my skin.
"Zayn" I moaned as he sucked, and nibbled on my skin.
"I love it when you say my name like that" Zayn growled. I whimpered feeling him grind my body against his.
"(y/n), please. let me have you" he panted.
'you don't feel the same, just please go' I begged.
"(y/n) I Love you" he growled, rolling me underneath him.
"more than anything" he added softly. I couldn't reply, his lips stopping me. his hands roamed my body, pulling me closer to him as he left kisses down my neck. I fisted his shirt, pulling it off of him, he stood up, yanking down his pants then coming back on top of me.
"take me Zayn" I whispered. he groaned at the sound of my voice, his hands finding my panties, growling as he ripped them off.
"easy..." I mumbled "who knew you were such an animal" I added with a smirk. he chuckled.
"trust me you haven't seen the animal yet" he whispered, a light growl slipping as he said 'animal'. I whimpered, feeling his finger lightly touch my center.
"you're so wet" he whispered. it was all because of him, he made me this wet.
"just for me Baby?" he whispered, his finger lightly pushing inside of me. I gasped, closing my eyes as he pumped his finger in and out.
"Oh God, Zayn. its all for you" I moaned, thrusting up to meet his finger. the way he made me feel, was just so amazing. I couldn't think about anything else but him, his touch, his lips, his voice. I needed him now before I completely lost my mind. I arched my bacm, whimpering as I shuddered, Zayn still pumping his finger in me as I unhooked my bra tossing it aside. Zayns lips instantly found my breasts, sucking, kissing, and nibbling on the soft skin.
"Zayn please, I want you, I need you" I moaned fisting his hair. he growled, his fingers leaving me to gasp as he pulled them from me. quickly, he yanked down his boxers, slowly coming down to meet me.
'calm down (y/n), everything is going to be fine. losing your virginity wont hurt that much......will it?...Holy shit he's huge!'
"(y/n), just don't think about it too much. I'll be gentle, don't worry" Zayn whispered soothingly as he caressed my cheek. I nodded. he entered me, slowly and gently easing himself inside of me. I whimpered in pain, closing my eyes shut.
"I'm sorry (y/n), if I could take the pain away you know I would" Zayn whispered.
"its okay" I panted. "keep going" I whispered, wrapping my arms around his neck.
"you're sure?" he asked. I nodded, waiting for him to pull out. he did. groaning as he thrusted in and out. the pain slowly faded, still there but it was pleasurable. the feeling of his hard length penetrating me, deep and slow, hitting. a soft stop within me that had me shivering and clenching around him.
"Zayn" I moaned, thrusting up to meet him. he groaned rolling us over so I was on top. he let out a low growl as I cried his name.
he was breathing heavily, his hold on me tightening. I stopped moving, cautious of Zayn losing control as he panted light growls humming in the back of his throat.
"its okay Zayn, I trust you. you wouldn't hurt me" I whispered, panting. he slowed his breathing, his grip on me loosening. I whimpered, shuddering as I rolled my hips forward, riding Zayn. he groaned, rolling his head back.
"fuck, (y/n) you're so hot" he moaned. my hands were placed on his chest, leaning on his as I rocked my hips, forward and back, up and down, moving in slow circles. Zayn moaned getting back on top of me, thrusting slow and deep.
"Oh God! Zayn" I cried as he began rubbing quick circles into my clit, his thrusts coming quicker. I panted, whimpering as heat began to rise in my abdomen.
"Zayn!" I moaned digging my nails into his back, as mine arched, my eyes shut tightly in pleasure as my walls tightened and pulsed around Zayns hard shaft. he groaned my name, releasing his hot cum inside of me, spreading his warmth inside of me. he panted his shaky arms holding him up as he gave me a few last thrusts before pulling out of me and collapsing on the bed. I panted, my head resting on his chest as we tried to catch our breath.
"I Love You" I panted, placing a kiss over his chest.
"I Love you too (y/n)" he breathed out. I smiled nuzzling into his chest and enjoying his warmth, tracing imaginary circles onto his skin.
"you should get some sleep Love, its pretty late" he chuckled. I giggled agreeing, pulling the covers over our bodies as we slowly drifted to sleep.
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How was it!?
I think it was sucky, sorry if this disappointed you guys!
gosh I really hope it wasn't that bad......... was it?
whatever anyways my updated will be a little slow, my sisters in the air force and I saw her for the first time in like forever so yeah, I wanna spend some time with her. but the rest of the week my updates will be like really frequent.
I might even pick a few requests at random to write, who knows.
Oh! there's this book here on wattpad, its not a Fanfiction but I really think you guys should read it!
its called
'Falling In Love With My Guardian Angle'
by @LaylaLively24
you should really check her out!
PLEASE!
WELP! that's all I have to say!
so I'll leave you with my Q.O.T.D
Question Of The Day: Which one of our guys should I do next?
I was thinking Liam or Louis, but whoever out of all the guys gets the most comments will be my next update. so Zayn, Harry and Niall can be commented as well. give me some
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