"Khloé!" Calum pushes the door open with a bang. "Are you here?" His eyes are worried, mine are full with tears.
"Are you fine?"
"Of course." My voice cracks.
"Are you lying?" He asks again.
"Of course." I said while he comes closer.
"Are you crying?" When Calum slowly walks to my direction he let himself fall on the ground so he can sit next to me.
"Maybe." I said while i'm sweeping my tears away.
"Why?" He tries to look into my eyes but my eyes are focused on my hands.
"Because of everything."
"Everything?"
"Everything we went trough." I said.
"It feels like I feel the pain again when you left."
"The same pain when you bullied me." I continue.
"But the thing that is hurting me the most is the good memories we had."
"Why are those hurting you the most?" He softly asks, still trying to look into my eyes.
"Because I know I can't live them again." I say.
There is a silence. But not an awkward one.
"I know you can't live them again, but you can make new ones." He said wisely.
"No Calum, we are over." I look to the view.
"Who said that?"
"Me."
"But do you want it to be over?" His words are hitting me. Do I really want it to be over? Of course not.
"Yes." I said at first. But I felt I was hurting him, and myself.
"...No." I changed my mind. I pull my eyes of the view to look into his. The moon is shining in his dark brown eyes.
"You're beautiful in this way." He said and the only thing I could was smiling.
"Calum?" I pulled a lost piece of hair back against my ear. And sweep the last tears away.
"Yeah?"
"Can you tell me your favorite memory?"
"There are a lot of memories I like."
"Just choose one."
"My favorite one is... when we first saw each other after five years." His eyes didn't left me.
There is a little silence again.
"Mine is when your grandma embarrassed you in the front of all your friends." I said with a slightly humor. Calum grins.
"I was really embarrassed."
"I know."
"Calum?" I ask again.
"Yeah?"
"I forgive you." His eyes who were focused on the view for a little are now meeting mine again.
"You do?"
"Yeah. If you promise me you are not going to hurt me again."
"I won't Khloé, I won't." He said while he wrapped his arms around me. I let my head rest on his chest. The rhythm of his heart let me close my eyes and enjoy the sound of it.
We're making a new memory now. Calum and me on the top of a building in the night while the moon and the city lights are the only sources of light. I open my eyes again.
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"What is your favorite color?" I randomly asked.
"Why are you asking that?"
"Just answer."
"Blue, i think?" He finally said after few seconds thinking.
"Favorite animal?" He asks.
"Panda. Yours?"
"Dogs."
"Favorite word?" I ask again.
"Word?"
"Yes."
"Fūck."
"I also like that one." I said against his chest.
"Favorite number." Calum asks.
"5."
"Favorite name?" It was my turn to ask.
"Calumina."
"Seriously?"
"Yup."
"That isn't even a name."
"Favorite song?" He asks.
"Everything I didn't say."
"Mine is Couple of Kids."
"Shut up."
"Khloé?"
"Hmhm?"
"Did you wrote that song about me? Us?"
"Sorta?"
"Do you like me?." It took me a few seconds to realize he was talking to me.
I look in his eyes. I like the brown color of it. I like his black hair and deep voice. I like it when he is a bit shy. I like it when he laughs. It's like your favorite song but hundred times better. I like him.
"Yes."
"But do you like like me?" He asks again.
"What do you mean?"
He lets out a sigh.
"Are you in love with me?"
All those years I know him I never thought that I maybe like him. The last months I was too busy with being angry at him.
"Yes, I'm in love with you."
He leans forwards. But stops.
"Are we meant to kiss?" He asks.
"I think so?"
And then his lips met mine. He kisses me carefully. My hands reach his neck and his hands reach my hips. His thumb are making softly circles on my hip.
"Guy-" the door opens. And we let each other go.
"Oh, whoops." Luke says.
"Are they here?" Michael and Ashton came behind Luke.
"Oh, sorry guys." Michael said then.
"So it worked?" Luke asked.
"I think so?" Calum says. His eyes goes from Luke to mine and he smiles.
There is a few seconds of silence.
"I really like-like you." Calum whispers to me.
"I really like-like you too." I whisper back.
And he kisses me again.
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THE END!
I hAve a few bonus chapters for later