||Vier||
I rushed to the front desk
"I need yfn room please"
Lady: she's still in surgery you'll have to wait
I sat down shaking my leg know damn well all this was my fault I should've came home I should've said I loved her
(Hours later)
The doctor finally came out
Doctor: family of yfn
I stood up along with her mother and father and basically her whole family
Doctor: surgery went well you may go see her
Your mother: vier baby you go first
I nodded walking in her room there she layed almost lifeless she was pale and wires were everywhere walking up to he I grabbed her hand she was cold
Me: baby I know you can't hear me but I love you I really do ion know what I was thinking when I didn't answer you I really love you baby I can't loose you and I was out all night because I was planning my surprise engagement for you I wanted you to be mines forever I love you..................
I didn't notice I was crying until I felt tears fall on my hand
I kissed her hand and a beep noise sounded off
I looked up and seen her heartbeat stopped
I panicked
Doctors and nurses came running in
A nurse pushed me back out
Nurse: I'm sorry sir you have to wait out side
I yelled and tried to push her but severity held me back I walked out to get some air
When I walked out to get some air yn walked out with me and went home
RIP YN
06-15-16