I am empty.
I am numb, yet I can still feel.
And oh god, does it hurt.
It feels like a fire inside you,
burning you from the inside out,
consuming your entire being with flames until you feel like you have to drag yourself everywhere.
You always come up coughing and screaming, yet no one can hear you; because your pain is drowned out by the fake laughs, and ignored from the phony smiles.
But the truth is, oh my god,
I am not okay.