i started to think about it more.
i had three choices right now.
one, spend the rest of my life depressed and miserable always thinking about yoongi.
two, try to move on and give jungkook a chance and see what comes of that.
or three, kill myself.
out of the three,
only one was ruled out.
i couldn't keep wasting time on yoongi.
that boy will destroy me.
he has destroyed me.
i could either go with jungkook or die.
either way,
would i really be satisfied?
is death really the end of pain?
or is it just the start?
so many people would be affected.
whether i liked it or not,
some people cared about my existence.
yoongi cried when he found out.
seokjin said they all felt guilty as hell.
jungkook would be devastated.
my parents would mourn.
was it really worth it?
or i could be with jungkook.
yoongi could stay happy with his girlfriend,
seokjin and the others can keep living their lives in peace,
jungkook wouldn't feel worthless.
and my parents would still be the shitty people they always were.
i guess that's it then.
i guess it's jungkook.