12 days ago,
Dear D,
WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?
Alan is hanging out with you now.
AND HE DOESN'T USUALLY HANG OUT WITH GIRLS.
I had forever known he has considered you worthy of love but I too had forever thought that he was talking about you being worthy of my love.
But what if he was talking about himself instead?
Today, he didn't hang out with any of us jocks, but he was with you.
ALL THE FUCKING TIME.
I saw how you guys were talking in the cafe and then you saw me and you looked least interested and then continued laughing away with him.
I mean, I won't say I am not jealous. I definitely am.
But it's okay to see you date or hang out with any guy you want.
Afterall, that's what I've been wanting all this while...
BUT NOT MY GODDAMNED BESTFRIEND.
I asked Alan about you and he said nothing. He just patted my back and smiled.
HE NEVER SMILES.
I mean he smiles, but rarely, after what happened with him and Aurora.
He loved her.
Not you.
He can never love you.
Am I over-thinking?
My head is bombing.
Oh, God.
Love,
Jeremy.
♥
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