Lisa,
~🔆~
"Havin fun huh?"
"Baby whatchu doin here?" He asks.
"I can't believe you pac." I say.
"Lisa, what, are you, doin here?" He repeats slower this time.
"What are you doing here?" I argue.
"Workin." He says simply.
"I wanna break up pac." I say.
"Huh? What you wanna leave now just cause a young nigga workin to live?"
"No just, cause you don't have time for me or Star and I'm tired of you."
"What the fuck are you talkin bout?! I love you and Star with all my heart Lisa!"
"I just don't feel it you lied to me for the first time and it hurt me so much." I said as I held my hand at my heart.
"Baby I never lied to you."
"You said that you trusted me..."
"I know baby and I do I love you I wouldn't of had said it if I didn't I love you so much and I can't lose you."
"I can't believe that." I sob.
He sighs. "Baby I'm just workin I love you so much I'll take some time off for real this time, I'll take Star off your hands I know that you've been hard on yourself, but I'm here for you baby I promise."
I wipe my eyes. "I think that I'm gonna go and stay with my mama for a while."
"Lisa baby I---." He starts.
I place my finger to his lips cutting him off. "I have to go now."
I get out of his car and run back to the car with Chili and T boz. I hold back tears as I feel all eyes on me now.
"Drive shit!" I snap.
I cover my face as T finally starts the car up. Chili was in the back with me so I lay my head on her shoulder.
"It's gonna be okay girl." She assures me.
Once I get home I get Star dressed and fed then I fed myself and changed my clothes I can't believe that I did that.
Now I don't have pac by my side anymore, but it's for the best right. He want's to run tha streetz, now he can.
I wipe my tears away that I just realize have fallen. "You can run tha streets witcho thugs, I'll be waitin for you, until you get through, I'll be waitin..."
I grab my song book and plop down on the couch and get right to writing, yes a song for Tupac.
Shut up that's how I express myself to y'all and to people. I write the whole song down. I black out on the couch...
When I wake up Star was gone, before I start panicking I see a note. It is sitting on top of my journal.
I quickly open it to just find out that pac has her I figured that though...
The next night...
"Y'all give it up for my girl! Left eye!" Yells lil Kim.
I smile as she walks up to me she gives me a hug and we high five. She does the same with Michell'le.
🎵"You can run tha streets witcho thugs
I'll be waitin for you
Until you get through
I'll be waitin."🎵(x2) Michell'le starts.
"How y'all feeling tonight?!"
🎵"Aight look
I care about chu deeply baby
I can't sleep wit chu not home
got me going crazy---."🎵
After I finish my verse they is already hype as hell. I clap my hands to the chorus lip syncing it.
The crowd starts hollering, only not for me...
🎵"Now peep it Lisa,
Here go tha secret on how ta keep a playa
some love makin' and homecookin
I'll see ya later
It don't take a lot to keep a nigga hard,
must be a lady in tha light
but real freaky in the dark
plus I got some enemies
baby hold my pistol,
and wrap yo arms around a nigga every time I kiss u
can you visualize the picture?
Me and u in ecstasy
don't be upset
it's good sex
when you next ta me
Do you wanna test me?
Put cho tired head on my chest
A thug niggas in the house now
u can rest
I betcha never screamed a nigga's whole name out
and felt tha pleasure and tha pain
bout ta fuck tha very taste out cho mouth
If ya call me when ya need me 1-800-sky page
when ya see me
cause I can be yo man
and baby ya can be my lady
but chu gotta give a nigga space or you'll drive me crazy.
Run tha Streetz."🎵
(🎵Chorus Repeat🎵)
🎵My second verse🎵
(🎵Chorus repeat🎵)
🎵"So tell me if I'm wrong?
For tryin to communicate through a song
I'm up early in the mornin
by sunrise I'll be gone
all my homies is waitin fo me plottin on plans that we made and all tha fun that it's gon be
so meet me at 3
and don't be late nigga
we hangin out all night
drinkin straight liquor
I heard it's popin at a club
but they say I can't get in
cause I'm dressed like a thug until I die
I'll be game related
got me strivin for a million stayin motivated
now that we made it
it's a battle just for tha big money
I'm livin wild no smiles
cause ain't a thing funny
I came up hungry
just a lil nigga
tryin ta make it
I only got one chance
so I gotta take it
ya never know when it's all gonna happen
tha rappen or tha drugs
but until then
give me love
and let me Run Tha Streetz."🎵
[🎵Chorus repeat🎵]
I start rapping the end of my verse to him. I can see the pain and the sorrow in his big brown eyes.
🎵"So our baby girl
can have a way around
I know she loves ya
look at cha smile
whenever she's mentioned
or she comes around."🎵
I grab his face as his eyes fill with tears.
🎵"Now you wanna shed tears just let me go
I'm tried
I just ain't happy here
So baby boy go
and run tha Streetz."🎵
The Chorus keeps repeating over and over again I blow kisses to the crowd waving.
I turn to my left to give props to Tupac for coming uninvited.
He must have looked at my song yesterday. My smile turns to a frown when I see that he is already gone..
I hold back tears as the song ends and everybody screams pac and I's names. I wave once again as the stage goes dark.
"Goodbye baby boy I love you..." I speak into my mic.
To be continued...