I guess that this is the very end,
The only one I had left in my family,
I thought you understood the things I said
But I guess you never did and I'm to blame.... again
I guess you never wanted to believe,
But now the words you say won't go away,
I'm hurt inside and just falling apart.
I'm lost and feel broken once again.
The rain that keeps on falling hoses my tears,
The sorrow that I'm feeling takes control,
The fear of losing myself is all I have,
Before I know it it's not me anymore.
This pain inside has taken over me,
I find it hard to be myself anymore,
I can't seem to control this thing haunting me
And now it's too late to start again.
I need to get away from all of this,
Runaway until o can't run anymore,
I'm lost inside and I can't take no-more,
So here I tell you I am going this time.
I need to find away of letting go,
You were the one I had left,
But now I don't have anyone.
I'm sick of this feeling I want to go.
The sadness that haunts me,
The fear taking over again,
The nightmare I can't escape from,
This feeling of loneliness is here to stay.
The terror of failing you all again,
The destruction I cause to myself,
This time I cannot escape from it.
I'm officially lost in this world I don't belong.
You were the only one I had left,
In this so called family that I can't bare.
The pain of losing you all now
I'm sick of having to drag myself through.
You don't care about me anymore,
In this sick and twisted hell that you call life.
You don't see why I am hurting,
I guess you never listened from the start.
So much for having my family,
I have no-one so here I go again.
I'm sick and tired of fighting.
I'm done with pretending I'm alright.
Goodbye to everyone now,
I'm sick and tired of having to keep on going,
This pain I can't live with anymore,
I'm sorry I can't be the daughter you want..... I'm so sorry