My Little Black Swan- A Chris...

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Chris motionless and his band is getting on well, him and his band have just gotten off tour and have almost... अधिक

Off Tour Blues-The Introduction.
The Phone call..
His Little Girl
Talk to me.
Ungreatful.
Im not like them darling..
Everything Went Black
I miss my mommy
Here goes nothing
Her mother.
She missed you.
Bruises
The Outside
Help
Disagreements
Just like her..
Chris didn't mean it.
She would play with the shadows
A/N sorry about this
Stress related Nightmares
There are creeps in this town
You are my family
Keep me safe okay?
She was scarred.
Make them stop
She looks so lost.
Biggest fear
I dont want you hurt.
John
Emotional
Giggles, disney and whimpers.
Poor girl..
I just wanted a friend
We need a ambulance
Dont leave me
She hated seeing him hurt
She doesn't expect shit.
She lied
Author note
His past and her thoughts
She always hated when i cried.
Strange.
Stranger from the outside
Terror Stricken
Close your eyes.
I Will..
Losing you
Memories.
Getting her back..
Dont listen.
Miss-judged
She puts fights into funerals.
What has gotten into you...
Brave girl
Cool enough yet?
You scared me
Wasp
Ive been stung..
Regrets
My little drawer
I swear i didnt.
He should have listened
Saved.
Fools.
Baby Ghost.
It could be painless..
Fuck this,
You Win
He never even said goodbye
I want her back
She ran away.
A breakdown and a toast.
Isolation
Isolation
Thats so sad
Forgive me
Your too good for me
Breathe for me
Followed
Author note
Monster
Dont feel bad
Tears and headbanging
Happy late birthday
First day of school..
I am crazy. Just you remember that...
Disgusting
People scare me
In the name of god
Skateboarding
Stress takes over.
I cannot wait
Not even god will save you now..
Burned at both ends
For the first time
Why would you want to remember this...
I want to help you
Dream
Author note.
Creative minds think alike..
Dead memories
The Cold
Adventures and animals
First Toy
Where is my mind..
Not like her..
Best friends
Fall Out
Proud
Floss come back
I will calm you
Stay with me..
Stay safe
Breathless
My mind into words
* we dont need them..
Oh god i wish i never spoke
It breaks my heart thats all..
Sickness, back rubs and flash back memories..
Sadness and agression
Friendships
She needs me
I understand now.
Beatings and laughter
What will chris think..
I missed you
It wasn't real,
Worried
Revenge
Missing
Greg
Violated
Old Habbits
Not a Sound..
Promises Kept
With me
Blue stained skin
Fed up
Keeping Together
Now watch the blood drip down your mouth..
What's Wrong With Me
Sync In..
Scared
Vunerable
Author Note
Soggy from the Chemo
Not the same anymore..
Lonesome
Lonesome
What a sight..
This moment
* Still together
Kind eyes
I get too agressive
Proud
Why Bother?!
And the Nerves Kickstarts Again
Stalker
Hurt
What am i gonna do with you...
Ugly
What have those beautiful eyes seen..
Just like mom..
Anxiety
Heart shaped hands
I cant be seen as weak
Left alone
Ice Cold
Worth it
Sink or Swim
Aslong as I got you..
Taken Advantage
Time is the Enemy
Looking Back
My Fault
Thoughts from Dylan
Back in Time
The Letter
I worry..
Night In..
Banshee
You make it hard for me to die
First time
Distracted
My Choice
Time is the enemy
Stress free
Your Night
The smile never faded
No man's land of emotion
Bottle of memories
Old and New Friends
To forgive..
Disapointment
What she wanted. (Last chapter)
Its up...
Do you really wanna know me

To save her

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-Chris's POV-

I sped off not caring to put my seatbelt on and hurried away,
God damnit I'm so fucking stupid.
I totally forgot she was there, I was too worked up about meeting Laura today that I forgot about Maddy,
This is all my fault.

I parked the car in the drive and ran to the door,
"There you are what the hell?!"maid Ricky standing by the door
"I know I'm sorry" I said grabbing the keys,
"Don't say sorry to me! Say sorry to her for you not being a fucking dad-"
I grunted and pushed him back making him fall off the door step,
I busted in and Ricky followed,
I was gasping for breath as I kneeled over Madelyn who was lying lifeless on the cold kitchen floor,
"Maddy? Oh my god- baby can you her me?" I said picking her up slightly
"What's wrong with her?" Said Ricky nervously from behind.
I shook my head, as i put my hand under her small neck to support her little head. Tears pricked my eyes,
I moved her along a bit then I noticed,
Little plastic sachets covered in soap.
I stopped breathing like something was caught in my throat.
A tear ran down my cheek.
"Maddy- darling-" I choked my bottom lip quivering slightly.
My shaken hands opened the kitchen cabinet to see a empty box of dishwasher capsules.
With the label on the back saying
KEEP AWAY FROM CHILDREN AT ALL COSTS
"Oh my god" said Ricky noticing walking backwards.
I checked to see if my little girl was breathing and she wasn't.
I checked her pulse on her little wrist and it was ever so faint.
"Fuuck!!!" I screamed punching the floor,
"Chris calm we need to take her to the hospital" said Ricky,
"Are you kidding?! That place is an hour away they will never come in time!"
"Then call the 24 hour ambulance service over the phone" said Ricky
"Y..yeah y..your right" I sniffled,
Ricky walked backwards dizzy laying back onto the wall trying to take in what is happening.
I grabbed the phone and shakily dialled the number,
"Hello you have reached the ambulance service line what is your emergency"
"Hello m..my daughter s..she took some dishwasher capsules and she is not breathing " I said still crying,
"How long has it been?" Asked the man over the phone.
"I'm not sure b.,but I would say more than two hours"
"Okay sir have you checked her pulse?"
"Yeah it's there but she is not breathing" I said sniffling holding her small hand,
"Right sir I want you to clear her airway okay? Do you know how to perform CPR?"
"Y..yeah more or less"
"Okay keep on the line and tell me once your done with that."
I nodded and put the phone down and shakily pressed my hands over her small sheet and began to pump her lungs and get her heart beating properly again,
"One two three" I gasped out of breath then putting my cheek over her mouth,
Nothing
I shook my head and proceeded,
"One two three, come on baby breathe" i said beginning to cry again,
I put my cheek over her mouth again,
Nothing,
I breathed in a sharp breath tears rushing down my cheeks,
"One two three, baby please don't do this to me"
Pumping her heart putting all my strength and energy, all that I had left in me into saving her,
Suddenly bloody foam and salvia came from the bottom of her throat,
She choked it up and gasped for breath,
I sighed,
"there you are good girl, good girl Maddy," I said out of breath, my arms still feeling sore and numb,
She whimpered and squeaked clenching her stomach,
"right sir is she breathing?"
"Yeah she is"
"Okay now we need the substances out of her system as soon as possible,"
"Okay?"
"Sir I need for your to make your daughter sick,"
I looked over at her,
"Open her mouth and make sure your hands are clean and make her purge sir"
"No, I can't do that's, that's cruel,
"Sir I need you to do it-"
"No"
"Sir! Her life is at stake here!"
"Fine anything else?" I said pissed off,
"No-
I hung up.
"I..is wicky okay?"
I looked over at Ricky who had fainted on the floor
"Yeah baby he is fine, now come quick I need you to be brave for me okay?"
She lay back in my arms weakly,
Coughing up a little blood as I carried her upstairs,
"Can you be brave for me darling? Huh? Be brave for Chris?"
She nodded "mmhmm,"
"Alright," I said sitting her down on the bathroom floor,
I opened the toilet lid and took off all my rings and cleaned my hands,
"C..Chwis what are you gonna do?" Said Maddy scared,
Tears ran down my cheeks again,
"Darling I need you to get it all out of your system, I'm gonna have to make you be sick okay?" I said softly cupping he hands round her cheeks,
She gulped and nodded,
I put her hair behind her ear and kissed her cheek and I bent her over the toilet,
"Are you sure you don't wanna do this yourself"
She shook her head
"Alright, if I hurt you say"
I opened her mouth and put a finger to the back of her throat,
She gagged and puked into the toilet,
"Oh god" I whispered to myself, my other hand rubbing her back,
"that's is darling almost There"
She puked more,
The began to lightly slap my knee telling me to stop.
I did and washed my hand,
I hit a wet cloth and wiped her little mouth,
I cupped her little face,
She began to cry,
"I is sowwy I was hungry-
"Shh shh no no Chris is sorry Maddy, I shouldn't have left you alone" I said hugging her tightly rocking her back and forth,
She snuggled into my shirt,
I kissed her cheek multiple times,
And sighed, " I'd thought I lost you Madelyn, I really did"
"C..Chwis?"
"Hmm?"
Her stomach rumbled
"Don't worry we are gonna get things sorted down stairs okay?"
"Is I gonna get punished for eating dat stuff?"
"No, Chris should be punished for leaving you all alone, next time your staying at the guy's house or getting you steps to climb"
She smiled and yawned,
"let's go wake Ricky"

Hey guys,
Hope you enjoyed this chapter,
Me and my mum were watching this horror movie called possession and we are both kinda freaked out by it as it was about rituals and stuff and I joked about after the credits saying,
Well I know what I am ordering off eBay this weekend and my mum went all serious and was like I do not want anything satanic in this household,
Then I creeped her out by sitting on the floor and pretending to meditate.
And she got scared lol,
But anyways what do you think?
I love you guys,
I'll update tomorrow
Seeya
Gem
Xxx

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