Justin’s POV:
I hear the door close.
I: “Is she gone?”
Kenny: “She is!”
I have to smile and slowly sit up in my bed.
I: “Did it work?”
Kenny: “Totally!”
I: “Awesome!”
I so am the man. The plan didn’t fail. I could kiss her. I know it’s not the kiss I expected or imagined but at least I kissed her. I need her and thanks to Kenny I could seize my chance.
I: “This was a great idea, K. Thanks, man.”
Kenny: “Know, right?”
I: “Do you … do ya think she liked it? I mean she …. She was angry but is there a chance that she’s now thinking about it?”
Kenny: “Ahaha. You’re still young, bud. She blushed a lot and I haven’t seen her that happy since you’ve kissed her on stage.”
I: “Really?”
I frown. This would be too magicial, wouldn’t it? I really hope there’s a chance she really liked it. She seemed so upset.
Kenny: “C’mon. Don’t worry. She was there for you and helped you. She doesn’t want you in trouble or danger. She’s sweet.”
I: “I wouldn’t have mind it if she … ya know …”
Kenny: “Ahaha. Oh, J. …”
I: “What?”
Kenny looks at me seriously. I know what he wants to say and I am really grateful he doesn’t spit it out. I have to grin. Maybe Kenny’s right. I am really still young. But so what? This is me.
Kenny: “You really like her, huh?”
I have to nod. Probably I look very depressed right now. Everything’s so complicated.
Kenny: “Oh man. Wake up! She loves you!”
Surprised I look up into his face. Does he really mean it?
I: “I don’t …”
Kenny: “Don’t say that!”
A bit shocked I study his face. He never talked to me like that. Does this have to do with his, well, accident? He might have changed.
Kenny: “Justin. You should tell her!”
I: “Noo! She … she would laugh at me or … “
Kenny: “You told me to talk to her at the party, right?”
I: “Yeah? And?”
Kenny: “I am sorry but she thinks you hate her and you want to have her as friend and nothing more!”
I: “What? How it comes?”
Kenny: “Uhm, I don’t know really. You have told her something that hurt her at the same day as you kissed her. Well that’s what she said. She was suddenly another person.”
I: “Hmm. I don’t rem…OMG!”
Kenny: “What, Justin?”
I: “Uhm, the day she asked me how much she liked me or something that way. And I just said I really like her as friend.”
Kenny: “Oh, Justin. You’re so foolish!”
I: “OMG! I …damn!”
Kenny: “Well. Thank god you know now what happened.”
I start crying. How could I be so silly. I’m really just a boy. She probably loves me since the day we first met. Or maybe she loved me way before as Belieber. Man I am sooo … argh. Damn, Biebz.
Kenny: “So what are ya gonna do, Justin?”
I: “No idea. I guess I can’t visit her and say … Oh I’m sorry. I really love you, do ya wanna be my girlfriend.”
Kenny: “Well. Why not? She loves you and you love her and …”
I: “Ahaha. K, it’s not that easy I think. I hurt her. And before she can love me again the pain has to disappear first. I know how this feels. … I really do.”
Kenny: “So what then?”
I: “I … I don’t know. Maybe I should start dating her. Well, I have to try to make it look like going out with a friend.”
Kenny: “Hmm. DO you think so. I don’t wanna …”
I: “Yeah. I have to do this.”
Kenny: “I don’t think it’s a good idea. Just tell her what ya feel bout her!”
I look in his eyes again. I know Kenny for such a long time now and I really trust him and I know that he just wants the best for me. Shall I really tell her everything? Actually it’s pretty easy.
Then tears run down my cheeks.
I: “I … I can’t!”
Kenny: “What?”
I: “I can’t, Kenny. I fell in love with her. I never felt that happy. I never loved a person more on earth. I even lover her more than my mom and god at the same time!”
Kenny: “Whoa. That’s deep.”
My heart starts beating fast and I feel this pain. The pain I caused.
I: “Can … can ya please let me alone, now?”
Kenny nods and leaves the room.
I need some time for myself now. I need to tell her everything. I really need to. Why am I so shy around her? I look at the watch, reading half past midnight. Maybe I should go to bed now and try to get some sleep. Sleeping always helps to get a clear mind again. Perheps then I am able to go to [your name] and tell her what I am thinking and feeling about her. … Yeah. That’s a good plan.
I take off my clothes and lay down my bed. Yes, I am naked right now. I love wearing nothing. It’s just natural and Jerry needs some fresh air, too.
I close my eyes and … try to clean my mind. It’s full of emotions and images I’ve seen tonight. I have to think of her pretty hair, her gorgeous clear eyes, her wonderful smile, her skin-taint, her nose, her … This kind of makes me horny. Just thinking about her.
Jerry starts growing.
It was really a good idea to act drunk. Kenny is really good. I still cannot believe that I was able to taste her so wonderful lips. Her banana gloss was soo yummy. And her lips even better!
Boner alarm!
A pity she didn’t kiss back but I understand this. Eventually I smelled like a bottle of booze. Maybe I shouldn’t have put some on my lips before. … Well, if I didn’t your name might have recognized that I was just drinking juice.
I love her smell. She always smells good. I can imagine her sitting in front of me again. I can feel the butterflies in my stomach again. This is such a good feeling. I want to feel her again, taste her again.
Sighing I look down to my little Justin and have to smile. He’s very hard right now. Don’t judge me I am just a normal adolescent boy who gets horny thinking about sweet girls body.
Shall I really go to her and tell her … it!? I imagine knocking at ther hotel room door. She opens and I am like: “Hey [your name]. I fucking love you since the first moment I’ve seen you. Wanna be my girlfriend?”
That would probably be very weird, wouldn’t it? I cannot do this. What if she totally freaks out and …
It’s like there’s a magical string between me and her and the string is getting shorter and shorter and pulls me towards her every second I see her, every second I talk to her, and every second I touch her body.
My horniness rate is enhancing. DAMN!
I’d love to see her vagina right now. Licking Sel felt awesome, but I really think [your name]’s juice will taste way better, just because I really love her so.
Suddenly I can feel pre-cum oozing out of Jerry and dripping down on my stomach.
I: “Oh fuck!”
Thank god I am naked so I mustn’t change my clothes. Now it’s way too late to let go of Jerry. He needs a release and I don’t mind pleasuring myself.
My hand flits down my abs to my boner and starts rubbing it. There was no way to let my hand off of it, now! I start moaning immediately. Jerry is already so sensitive.
How it must feel to be in her. If I ever get the chance to make love with her I first want her to feel good. And then … when she’s very moist then I will enter her with my fat, hard dick. Oh yeah. I like that imagine. [Your name] is sitting on me and rides me hard. She is soo wet and my dick is bumping her fast.
I have to moan out loud. Faster and faster my hand moves up and down my dick and a few seconds later my dick explodes. I scream out loud of lust and cum spurts all over the bed clothes. Fuck. This was awesome.
I look around. It’s a mess. My wet and sweaty body needs some water now.
I slowly get up, trying not to lose a lot of my sticky cum and shower up. Afterwards Jerry is still erect but I don’t care. It would be awkward if I now call the receptionist to order new bed clothes. With a boner I lay down the couch and try to get some sleep.
… to be continued …
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