19 days ago
Dear D,
I asked Alan why did he talk to you today, morning.
He would never talk to you when we were together, eventhough he thought you to be a good person.
You know the kind of introvert he is.
So what I was saying was, when I asked him why did he talk to you, he just shrugged and said,
"I was doing my job of saying everything you couldn't say."
That made me think of things I never told you.
I never told you that I loved your lilac perfume.
I never told you that I would often watch you sleep as you'd snuggle into my chest.
I never told you that I had privately told Dane, Luke and now Dick to stay away from you.
I never told you that I had intentionally spilled the strawberry shake on you so that you'd talk to me.
I never told you that I loved you.
Oh, dear. It hurts to not having to tell you that I love you, for now, I can scream it to the world.
I've never been so sure about anything in my life, like I am sure about my feelings for you.
But, it doesn't matter.
Love,
Jeremy.