Dear Hayes,
I can't tell you how deeply sorry I am. You loved a broken girl. No matter how much glue you used to stick my pieces back together, there were still broken pieces and cracks. Why did you love me? You could have loved anyone else but me. Get out of my head Hayes. I hate you, but I love you.
But I love you I love you with all that's left of my heart. I can't breath Hayes. I'm so tired. I am so very tired. I hope you dream about me Hayes. Please don't miss me Hayes. Move on with your life, you have s bright future ahead. I can tell. I love you. I am sorry that I broke your heart, and that I never gave you a chance. I just can't live to see you heartbroken. I will always be with you Hayes.
I love you. I hate you. I love you.
I can't help but feel this way about you. I've never felt this way before. It's taking over my mind. I think I am going crazy, as if I wasn't before. I am losing what's left of my sanity. You are ruining what left I had of myself. Stop it. Get out of my head. I hate you.
I love you Hayes, don't miss me when I'm gone.
the girl you used to love,
lily.
[A/N]: the sequel is called letters to lily go check it out