JOURNAL ENTRY THREE ,
⠀dream last night. it was snowing. there was blood everywhere.
⠀there was so much blood and it wasn't even red.
⠀it was black and i saw my hands they were painted black.
⠀there was so much black black black black. it was rotten. it smelled awful and i could taste it it was like medicine. was it meant to cleanse me i'm not bad. i think i'm gonna go bad.
⠀i'm going bad and i taste it in my mouth. i'm tasting the black right now.
⠀i feel disgusting.
⠀i feel poisoned.
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