three weeks later
y/n
why won't Nate answer my messages?
y/n
it's been three weeks since I last talked/saw him
y/n
guys?
y/n
answer me
y/n
fine bye
3 hours later
Derek
sorry baby sis we were at Nate's chillin'
John
yeah
y/n
oh okay
Sam
what's wrong ma?
y/n
nothing
Dillon
i know it's not nothing, tell us
y/n
it's stupid
Kev
nah not to us
y/n
it's just I'm upset bc Nate won't talk to me and I miss him. He's my bestfriend and it hurts to not talk to him. Idk what I did to make him hate me
Derek
he doesn't hate you babygirl
y/n
well that's what it honestly feels like
Derek and Nate's private messages
Derek
Bro
Nate
what's good Luh?
Derek
you gotta talk to y/n
Nate
why?
Derek
bc she's hurting. She misses her bestfriend and she feels like you hate her
Nate
I don't hate her and i do miss her, but it hurt that she has a boyfriend
Nate
I love her and you know that but seeing her with someone else made me feel broken bc I can't live without y/n
Nate
Luh you better not
Derek
why not? she deserves to know
Nate
bc she has a boyfriend already
Derek
the guy is a total dick
Derek
and they broke up two weeks ago
Nate
you serious?
Derek
yeah but y/n was hurt
Derek
but now she's more hurt bc you weren't there for her
Nate
okay i'll talk to her
Nate
just don't send that ss
Derek
I got leverage
Nate
bro don't
Derek
ok you're no fun 🙄
Nate
idc
Private messages with Nate
Nate
y/n?
y/n
Nate?
Nate
I'm sorry babygirl
Nate
I'm sorry I ignored you for almost a month, I'm sorry I never called when you and Brian broke up, I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed me.
y/n
I thought you hated me Nate?
Nate
no baby I could never hate you don't ever think that
y/n
BUT WHY NATE? WHY DID YOU IGNORE ME FOR ALMOST A MONTH? WHY DIDNT YOU CALL WHEN I NEEDED YOU? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURT TO JUST HAVE THAT FEELING WHERE YOU JUST LOST THE PERSON YOU LOVED?
Nate
YES I ACTUALLY KNOW THAT FEELING Y/N BC THAT MOMENT WHEN YOU SAID "he's my boyfriend" MADE MY WHOLE WORLD CRASH, I INSTANTLY FELT LOST BC I KNEW THE ONLY PERSON I EVER LOVED WAS GONE
Nate
TAKEN RIGHT OUT OF MY HANDS, BUT YOU WOULD KNOW THAT IF YOU ACTUALLY LISTENED TO ME
y/n
so this is my fault?
Nate
that's not what I said
y/n
but it's what you implied
Nate
Can't you just see that I'm in love with you
y/n?
y/n
you don't love me
Nate
Are you serious?
Nate
After what I just said you can't see that I'm in love with you? That's the most bullshit i've ever heard
Nate
but I know why you're denying
y/n
why?
Nate
bc you feel the same way about me and you fear that you're gonna get hurt and somehow us being a thing will ruin our friendship
Nate
but y/n I guarantee you, I won't ever hurt you and nothing can ruin our friendship
y/n
you're right Nate I do love you, I always have since we became best friends and I won't deny it anymore, and you're right I am scared of us being more than best friends. but can you blame me? I've had it hard with past relationships
Nate
that's the thing, it's all in the past and this is the present. so I'm only gonna ask you this once y/n, will you be my girlfriend and see where the future takes us?
y/n
yes I will, please promise me we won't lose each other
Nate
i promise lil mama that we won't ever lose each other
y/n
God i really do love you Nate
Nate
and i love you too
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