I have tried in ernest to follow my king's orders. I have tried to keep my distance from Legolas but I cannot. I am afraid of what will happen when we get back to Mirkwood. Afraid of what my king will do to me for disregarding his orders.
I have done what he told me not to. I have fallen for his son. I have fallen in love with Legolas.
What if I run while Legolas is sleeping? But surely he would think I had been captured by a band of orcs and come after me.
What if I were to tell Legolas I no longer wished to go back to Mirkwood? He would most definately follow wherever I decide to go.
What if I love him? I do not know what will happen. So what if I love him?