Hey, let me introduce myself. My name is Nicole I'm 14 years old. Still on the 9th grade, people think I'm cute,funny,easy going, pretty *sometimes i didnt trust them when they call me pretty or beautiful* my friends think I'm childish, friendly but sometimes they think I'm annoying. Well i know i'm annoying. I annoyed people. This is my life story, i hope you guys like it.
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Chapter One
"OMG!!! It's February 1st. I forgot that tonight I'm going to Kate's birthday party, GOSHHHH where's my dress, shoes, and...." The door suddenly open. "What's going on Nicole? You're so noisy, what happen?" Said my mom, "Mommy!!! I forgot where I put my dress on. Do you know?" I'm getting panic. "Of course honey. You put it on your bathroom don't you?"said mom "AHHHH, thank you my super duper wondermommy I love youuuu" I kissed my mom and went to the bathroom to take my lovely dress.
*PHONE RINGS*
"hello?" "Hey, Nicole! it's Anna, will you come to Kate's party tonight?" "Umm maybe, you?" "I will come if you come, anyway, i need you to accompany me to buy shoes for tonight, i dont have anything to wear babe." "ME TOO!!!!! I wanna buy shoes and some of accessories, come to my house at 2 o'clock. And i will ask my driver to drive us" "Ok. See you soon Nic" "see youuuu"
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It's already 1pm I'm still sleeping in my messy bedroom, and suddenly my brother woke me up with an annoying voice. When I woke up I was really angry and went to my bathroom to take a bath and ask my driver to drive me and Anna.
Arrived at the mall, we shop A LOT, when we wanted to go cashier, I met an anonymous boy and I thought that he's cute and attractive. "Nic, hello? Nicole? Hey! Nicky? Nic!!!!" Said Anna, but I still didnt hear when Anna called me. Anna instantly scream "NICOLEEEEEEEEE" "HA?! WHAT?!" I was surprised with Anna's scream. "Let's go, it's already 4pm baby, what are you looking for?" Asked Anna. "Nooooo, nothing, ya come on"
"Thanks for driving me, I'll pick you at 7pm, Nic" said Anna from outta car. "Ok"
When I arrived at home, I told my mom about that mysterious guy, and I was really happy.
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*PHONE RINGS*
"Sup?" I answered Anna. "Im in front of your house, have you done? And ready to go to the party?" Asked Anna. "Ok! On my way downstair"
At the party....
That anonymous boy were in the party too! Omg I was so happy seeing my guy at the party. But wait, that anonymous boy weren't alone, there was a lot of his friends, where one of them is my bestfriend when I'm still the elementary school, she's Zeezee. "HEY NICOLEEEE" called Zeezee. I was surprised and came to Zeezee. "Hey zee! How are you? Long time no see baby, I miss you" I hugged zeezee " OMG i'm so good, i miss you more, anyway this is my boyfriend, Benny" said Zeezee and pulling her boyfriend "hey Benny!" I greeted benny and waved my hand. "Anyway, zee who is someone with benny?" I was kidding on that time. "OHHHH why? You like him? Wanna know him? Hahahahaha heyyyy, Nicole wants to know you" Zeezee screamed to that guy, "NOOOOO, I'm just kidding, trust me haha. Anyway zee, i have to go, bye see you!"
*PHONE VIBRATES*
"Urgh, what is it" there's one BBM on my blackberry phone. I thought it just an unimportant message, but wait it's a request, from Bryan. I just curious with him and accepted him, and he greeted me.
Bryan : hey
Nicole: hey
Bryan: you're zeezee's friend right?
Nicole: yes, where do u know?
Bryan: im bryan, im zeezee's friend, remember the boy who wore blackyellow t-shirt?
Nicole: ohhh i see, anyway last night i was just kidding, dont trust zeezee haha
Bryan: it's ok
From that moment, Bryan and I were getting closer and closer. When I told my boy best friend Robert, about Bryan, I was surprised, Bryan is his bestfriend on the elementary school. Rob told me that Bryan likes mer.
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Chapter Two
On 8th of February, my school had a tour to Brussels. My friends were curious why I always smile and keep my phone on my hand. Rob was walking to me and asked me. "Hey Nic, what's going on?" Asked Rob. "HEYYYY YOU KNOW WHAT, Bryan is sooooo damn care with me omgomgomg" I was excited. "Wow, well, tiktoktiktok, there'll be a new couple hahaha" we both laughing.
On the next day,
*PHONE VIBRATES*
Bryan: hey nic, good morning:-)
Nicole: morning bryan:-)
The conversation was so long until....
Bryan: Nic, i wanna be honest with you that....
Nicole: yap?
Bryan: i like you.....
Nicole: are you kidding me😕
Bryan: i'm not, dont get disgust on me just because I like you
Nicole: lol why i have to get disgust on you? It's normal if you like a girl, and it's abnormal if you dont lol.
Bryan: haha i know, i mean long time ago, I told this to a girl and she was like "ew bryan, you're so disgusting" and 10minutes later she said "bryan, I like you too" lol
Nicole: what a funny girl hahaha she's weird
Bryan: yeahh haha
Nicole: I like you too btw
Bryan: really?! Are you kidding me?
Nicole: I'm not, I like you too
Bryan: will you be my girl?
Nicole: what?! Are you serious?
Bryan: i am
Nicole: i will😊
Well, 9th of February the day that I will never forget in my life. He greeted me every morning saying good night and many more. Distance mean nothing in love, how far you are if there's love between you it means nothing.
Until the day that we both were so busy and have no time to meet.... He got bored and he found another girl. And on June, late at night
*PHONE VIBRATES*
Bryan: Nic, I wanna tell you something, and I'm serious.
Nicole: what?
Bryan: i think we both can't be together anymore
Nicole: so? You wanna break up?
Bryan: it's up to you, but please you break it up cause i can't
Nicole: ok then.....:") thanks for everything
Bryan: thanks for everything Nic, i love you
Nicole: i love you too
Bryan: goodnight Nic
I wasn't crying. But on the next day at school when i told to my friends i was crying a lot. "ROB!!!" Cried me, "What happen to you Nic? It's still morning and you're crying. Why?" Rob walking toward me, "I.... I.... I... Broke up" I cry louder. "WHAT?! WHY?! How come Nic?" Rob was surprised. "I dont know, just read our chat last night😭" I gave my phone to Rob. "Well, have uou ask her the reason why he said that?" "I havent" "Then, ask him now" *BELL RINGS* "I'll ask him later" "ok, dont cry, wipe your tears Nic, you're beautiful without tears" said Rob and smile.
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*BELL RINGS*
"Nic, have you ask him?" "No, but I wanna ask him now" when I turned my phone on, there's one BBM it's from Bryan, Bryan greeted me morning.
Bryan: morning beautiful
Nicole: hey morning
Bryan: hey
Nicole: i wanna ask you something, may I?
Bryan: ofcourse
Nicole: why you want us to break up?
Bryan: i'm just getting bored with us, we were never meet again and i wanna find another girl, and i found that girl.
What a fucking reason, i suddenly cry. I cry very loud and getting louder. "NICOLE! What happen?!" All of my friends looked at me and asked me. "Rob, Steve, Aline, Rachel, Miranda, you should read this. The reason why Bryan wants to break up." I called my bestfriends and cry. "He's such a jerk!" Said Aline,Rachel and Miranda on the same time. "Rachel, walk me to Anna&Nanny's class I need their hugs and shoulders.
"Excuse me, can you call Anna&Nanny?" Rachel called one of their friends. "Anna! Nanny! Someone's looking for you" Anna & Nanny got out from class and surprised when they saw me crying. "What's going on Nic?" They asked and hugged me tight. "I broke up and the reason is he's bored and wanna find another girl and he has found another one" i told them and cried. "Ew. That boy has never got a punch with a rocks" suddenly the bell ring. "Nic, let's go to the bathroom and wash your face wipe your tears" said Rachel.
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Chapter Three
And on the next month, I heard that Bryan has a girlfriend and me? Still love him and I havent move on. Well he's happy with his new one. They were on the same school so they can always meet. I hope they're happy.
And until 6months they both were done. They broke up. And suddenly when I'm on my way to move on, Bryan came to my life. He looked like he doesnt want me to move on, but he doesnt want me again on his life. He kept give me a hope, a big hope. I hope too much. He kept bring me up and down. Laugh,excited, and cry. Always like that, and suddenly, he asked me to date. But still he didnt want to be in a relationship with me again. On the next day, he dated another girl. And one month later they both were in a relationship. But only 1week, when I asked him why, he just said that "Well, honestly i dont like her"
I still have a feeling for him, until I met someone on my new school. He's so amazing, he's smart, and i think he's perfect. We were close and getting closer. And i realized that he's Bryan's bestfriend. He always trying to make me curious with him and sent a signal. But now......... I think he is as jerk as Bryan. He always sent me a good morning and good night text. He always brings me up and really care with me until now but he told my friend he wanted to leave me step by step but he always brings me up, flying me so high until now.
And now, I'm a little bit trauma with boys. They such a jerks. They want us to love them and pay attention to them but they dont want to love us.