-Ode To Silence-
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Silence... How sweet.
The art of being alone,
Sitting,
In the dark,
By yourself,
Isolated.
The beauty of hearing nothing,
But your own thoughts.
The melody of your soul,
And the quiet,
Playing in harmony.
Silence is my secret weapon
Against the cruel world.
Silence is my shield
Against the cold hearts
Of the fake people around me.
Everyone are loud and talking,
Meanwhile silence is my supportive rock,
I rely on it fully.
For it to shatter,
I would fall into the depths
Of the dark sphere
That you and I call...
The World.
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-Love Is A War-
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Love me, love me,
Why can't you see,
I'm trying to win your heart
So badly
All of my attempts
Seem to fail
No matter what I do
I seem to fall too soon
Maybe I should stop trying,
If I say I shouldn't,
I'd be lying.
You would not believe
How long it took me
To try to win your trust
And keep it so soundly
I have tried,
But nothing seems to fly
I guess you're right
I have tried with all my might,
But nothing seems to work,
This feeling seems to lurk
When I see that other girl smirk
But then I realize...
It's my own heart I seem to despise
I have failed at my mission,
And are out of commission
But then I have this rising suspicion
Do you... Love me?
Nah, it can't be.
I've got my hopes up, you'll see.
This battle I won't flee.
I feel so insecure,
But you always seem to lure
Me into this spot,
Where I can't get things on top,
Is this a lost cause?
I know I have a lot of flaws
And to love there are a lot of laws
Love is blind,
Love is bliss...
But there's this one thing I always seem to miss,
Do you feel the same way?
Do you just not want to say?
This game I don't like to play..
To feel rejection,
Is not a select few of people
Do you have love?
Or are you just above?
Of all of life's choices
you cannot replay,
And all of my confidence I'm slaying
Just for you.
All I wanted was for you to
Love me
Care for me
Now I may not be Cupid,
But I feel this is just stupid.
Why can't we end it all
Right now?
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