I gave up, I know
But im finally back
Its finally me behind my fake face
The act is tearing itself apart
And leaving happier tears to dry the pain away
No longer hitting the ground, im not crawling
Running is no longer an escape, there's nothing to run from
It's all behind me, defeated
Brightness washes away the dark corners around me
And replaces my grief with less misery to carry
Everyday and right now the tears are stopping
Catching themselves and leaving me
Laughter is real forever
Acting is no longer in me
Im myself
Im no longer a fake
Everything is gone
And defeated
Its finally defeated
Forever