Ryan's pov
"hey brother"
I saw my brother justin who didn't look like me at all.
Justin honestly hates Sydney the whole time. I Just told him to date Sydney to get close to hazel.
And the thing is that little Joey of hers doesn't even know
I'm going to get hazel and when I do I'm going to ... Kill her.
I just thought of those words. I can't.
I don't know why but I still have feelings for her.... I fucking hate her though...
If I killed her I would make up my mind.
I already have 12 years in jail. A couple more wont make a difference
The plan is Justin makes up with Sydney , if she takes him back then she will trust him and tell him stuff. Justin tells me. I find hazel. End of plan
JOEYS POV
me and hazel were sitting In the emergency room with Sydney. She looks a lot better but still. A wreck.
She had a bandage around her wrist ..
Hazel was close to crying. I hate seeing her cry. I pulled her into a hug and whispered things like "beautiful it's okay" "shh it's alright"
After that she pulled her self together and stopped crying.
It put a smile on my face when she stopped.
The doctor came in to tell Sydney she has an appointment in two days for helping with her self harm, and she can come home today
I simply looked at Sydney and emotionally said "why?"
.. It took her awhile to answer..
She got tears in her eyes then said "because of Justin, because I feel bad about always being on your couch, because I feel alone"
I thought for a minute "Sydney. He's a jerk you don't deserve an ugly ass bitch like that with you. I bet he was only with you get in your pants. And I honestly dont mind you on my couch aha stay as long as you want and I promise you. Me and hazel will find someone better for you"
"thank you"
Since the doctor said we could leave we checked out then went home.. As soon as we did I went straight to the bathroom.
I looked in every drawer and in the medicine cabnit.
I took out every razor blade I could. I put them in a place she will never find them
I went in the kitchen I looked in the knife drawer then I moved it somewhere else and made sure all the knifes were out of sight.
I washed the dishes then put every single knife where I was putting them.
I only told hazel.
I went to Sydney .. "do you have a knife with you?"
"no" she looked completely serious so I believed it.
"if you need a knife to cut your food with ask hazel or me. If you ever need to talk me and hazel are always here okay"
She came up to give me a hug.
I hugged her back then she layed back down.
She honestly needed sleep. I put a movie on for her then left so she could relax.
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Hey guys!! I just want to say self harm is wrong... Please don't do it... And if anyone ever needs to talk about Anything. I'm always here and will never judge you.
Thanks for the votes and reads.!! Love y'all bye