Emma's POV
Zayn looked at the screen, horrified. I immediately wiped the tears out of my eyes. I just cant deal with this. Two lies in one day. I just cant. Thats the only thing that comes out of my mind. ''You lied Zayn!" I aid packing my bags.
''Im sorry Emma-'' I cut him off.
''Sorry does'nt cut it!" I stopped packing, looking Zayn dead in the eye. ''Im so confused Zayn. And its just going to get worse. I dont want to get hurt. Its better i just leave now Zayn.'' I closed my suitcase. I could see the tears drop on my suitcase.
''Emma I. I just couldn't let him get away with that. Your arm is practically cut open because of him. I just.....huh I cant........you mean everything to me.'' He says tears welling up in his eyes.
''Did somebody else help you.'' I asked ignoring his question staring at Austins bruised self on screen. Zayn stayed silent wich was getting me aggravated. "Zayn! DId someone help you.''
"Niall" He mumbled.
"Im sorry?" I said hoping i didn't hear what he just said.
"NIall." he said louder. Right when he said that the door opens and i hear heavy breathing.
"Zayn." It was Niall. You could hear his irih accent from a mile away. I march downstairs. Worry fills Nialls face when he sees me rush towards him. I just looked at him. I shook my head dissapointedly. I wanted to yell at him but all I could do is stare. For some reason you can never be mad at Niall. Or atleast hurt him. I would never hurt Niall. But I sure as hell knew i was mad at him. "Emma im so so sorry." He said reaching for me. I slowly pushed him away closing my eyes wishing none of them were here. I breathed heavily, my chest rising up and down. It's not worth it.
''If anyone ask where im going tell them im with a friend in new york.'' I grabbed my luggage heading out the door. Everything just feels like it just hit me right in the stomach. This is what i was hoping wouldn't happen. Im so stupid I should've known that i was going to feel this when I left. But its good that I left now right. As soon as i touched the doorhandle, Zayn grabbed my hand pulling me too his chest. Why is he doing this to me. He's making harder than it has to be. Having his caramel eyes look straight at me as he bit his lip made me weak. "Let me go Zayn.'' I said. Tears sprung in his eyes, making his caramel eyes shine brighter. I immediately turned away.
"No." He said immediately. I looked him straight in the eye not caring about what I felt. He seemed more confident than he did before or ever when we had a fight. "Im not letting you go. Emma."
"It's not your choice. Its mine whether I want to go or not and my choice is to go." I retort back pushing him away from me. A tear fell down his eye. Niall just stood thereas tears were pouring out of his eyes. Guilt rushed through me. I cant take this. It hurts so much. I grip on to my stomach feeling it hit me harder. Tears sprung. Matter of fact i was crying. Bawling even. I wanted to give him a kiss but it would hurt me and him even more. I wiped my eyes and gripped tight on my luggage to remind myself that i was leaving and that this was the best for both of us. "Goodbye Zayn. Goodbye Niall.''
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"Jade.'' That was all that could come out of my mouth before she gave me a hug. I can see my tears hit her shirt. I wa going to move back but she pulled me into her arms.
"It's okay Emma." She said rubbing circles around my back. "Dont cry over him." I chuckled at her cliche of a comment. She smiled. She always Knows how to make someone feel better. "You know what we should be doing getting out and exploring NYC." She said smiling and jumping. I wasn't in the mood for walking or seeing anything or anyone. Just the thought of fans and walking is making like the thought of just curling in bed.
"No. Thats what you want to do. Not me Jade." i said brushing past her and moving into her kitchen. She has like a big pent house which is wierd because she said that it was and audition. Its not like they were paying her. Maybe this is just her stay for a while. I honestly dont want to ask any questions.
"Do you want to dance. The dancing studio is closed so there's noone in there." She walking over putting her hands in the air suggesting i should. "Come on. It could be like old times and you can get your mind off he who shall not be named." She said wiggling her eyes at her cheeky commeny. I knew who she was refering to but I dont want to even think about it. "It was your way to get your mind off of anything and i know that for sure.''
I huffed. "Fine." I grabbed my purse and a water bottle. Walking towards the mirror, i checked to see if i was in the right attire 'cause i honestly dont want to change. I nodded at my look and headed off.
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"Maria By Justin Bieber." Jade said putting in the cd. She jumped hearing him singing. I nodded my head catching the beat one by one. (AN: Its really hard trying to explain her movements show just imagine them dancing:-))
The dancing really did make me forget about........you know what, let me just not go there. "Thanks Jade for bringing me here.'' I said breathing heavily as we got in the car.
"No prob." She said cockily, wiggiling her eyebrows.
The taxi driver kept on staring at the back of the car at both of us. He would always smile or laugh when he looked at me. I didnt know if i should've asked him if something was wrong with him. I knew he wasn't mental, but its just wierd and uncomfortable. He suddenly coughed and i sighed deeply getting frustrated with his actions.
"Do you think you can sing for me." He finally spoke. Wait what did he just say? He wanted me to sing for him? I dont think so. I looked at him in disgussed. "Oh know not that way. My girlfriend is a big fan of yours and i just wanted to record it and send it to her.''
''Well, aren't you just a lovely boyfriend.'' I mumbled. The driver was our age. Close i believe. We were at a red light and he was still waiting for my response. He seems to stubborn to let go. I guess i have no choice.
"Okay. I'll just do a cover of a song. Is that alright with you?" I questioned. He nodded quickly.
I like to say we gave it a try
I like to blame it all on life
Maybe we just weren’t right
But that’s a lie, that’s a lie
And we can deny it as much as we want
But in time our feelings will show
Cause sooner or later
We'll wonder why we gave up
The truth is everyone knows
Almost, almost is never enough
So close to being in love
If I would have known that you wanted me
The way I wanted you
Then maybe we wouldn't be two worlds apart
But right here in each others arms
And we almost, we almost knew what love was
But almost is never enough
If I could change the world overnight
There'd be no such thing as goodbye
You'll be standing right where you were
We'd get the chance we deserve
Try to deny it as much as you want
But in time our feeling will show
Cause sooner or later
We wonder why we gave up
The truth is everyone knows
Almost, almost is never enough
So close to being in love
If I would have known that you wanted me
The way I wanted you
Then maybe we wouldn't be two worlds apart
But right here in each others arms
And we almost, we almost knew what love was
But almost is never enough
I breathed out the ending. A big smile spread on the mans face.
"Thank you so much." he said.
I gulped down trying not to cry when i thought of Zayn throughout that song. Jade rubbed my shoulders already knowing i was thinking about him. The man didnt seem to notice. These people honestly dont care whats going on in our lives. There so blind.
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I plopped down on the bed watching tv with Jade and a bucket of Ice cream. We were watching the chatty man. He was so funny. I could die of laughter just because of him. He's so crazy. I never stop laughing when I watch this.
''Alright boy and girls. The ones you've been waiting for. The boys. One direction. I frowned. Jades face was gob dropped. Why am i not suprised by this.
AN: HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry this was a sucky chapter. not alot of zemma love. but honestly who doesnt love the chatty man. hes hilarious!!!!!!!!! I really never stop laughing. comment vote
All love to One DIRECTIONERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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