Stone Cold - Demi Lovato.
Zayn, my now ex-boyfriend has moved on. We broke up almost a year ago, but I never moved on, I still love him and I always will. And now here I am, again. Watching him and his new, model girlfriend, Gigi Hadid. Kissing and hugging and being all cute. I remember when I was in her place, wow it felt amazing.
Stone cold, stone cold.
You see me standing, but I'm dying on the floor.
Stone cold, stone cold.
He sees me. Whenever he does I just look away. He sees me standing, he thinks I'm fine. Do I seem fine?! do I seem fine?! I'm actually dying. Do you know what it's like watching the love of your life with someone else?! That's what I call torture. I'm a miserable mess without him. I just want to be in his arms again, I just want to feel protected and loved by him again. How I wish I could turn back time.
God knows I tried to feel.
Happy for you.
Know that I am, even if I.
Can't understand.
I tried. And I still am. God is my witness. He knows that I tried to feel happy for him, it's not as easy as it sounds. I tried and I still am trying to be happy for him, even if I can't understand why all this happened to ME.
I'll take the pain.
Give me the truth, me and my heart.
We'll make it through.
I just need the truth, I don't need no lies. I need the truth. I'm just gonna have to go and ask him. His girlfriend just went to use the bathroom now it's my chance to go and ask him and get the answer that I've been waiting for a long time.
I approached him and he saw me. We made eye contact, and a flashback of all the memories we had together flew by. I could see him shocked to see me approaching him. We stayed there, looking into each other's eyes for about 5 minutes. Until I cleared my throat and broke the silence. "Hi." I simply said. "Hey Y/N. It's been a while since I saw you." He said, a smile forming on his lips. "Yeah, I see you moved on." I said, in a whisper but loud enough for him to hear.
"Yeah I did. I have myself a new girlfriend and she makes me happy. I assume you moved on too?" You told me grinning. "Not really." I said. "Oh." Was all I got in reply. "Listen Zayn, I didn't approach you to talk or anything I just came to ask one simple question." I said honestly. "And that is?" He said wanting to answer the question before Gigi comes back. "Do you still love me?" I said, looking up to him, hope in my eyes. "I'm sorry to say this but no, I'm not."
Oh, I'm happy for you.
Know that I am, even if I.
Can't understand.
If happy is her, If happy is her.
I'm happy for you.
"I get it, even if I don't understand. She makes you happy and that's what I always wanted to see. If happy is her, I'm happy for you. I'll always will be, no matter what. I just wanted to let you know that I'll always be happy for you, and I'll always love you." I said, tears brimming my eyes.
His girlfriend soon walked out of the restroom. And k quickly said goodbye. "I guess your girlfriend is back. I should probably go, but just know that I love you." And I walked off letting all the tears pour out of my eyes like a water fall.
A/N
I adore this song.😻
Ik that the lyrics aren't in order so sorry for that. I can't make a story out of every lyric.😂 so yeah. I hope you enjoyed.