57 days ago
Dear D,
You didn't show up for school, again.
I was surprised.
Again.
The new news in the air is, you hooked up with Dick after the party.
And,
I REFUSE TO BELIEVE.
But am pretty much sure that you have moved on.
You were smiling and laughing around like you always did around me.
With others you acted like a stereotypic bitch who spoke fluent sarcasm with a straight face.
I guess that was what had me attracted to you in the first place.
But shoot, you turned out to be a different being altogether.
You were like the funniest, cutest, smartest, creepiest and the hottest person alive.
It was so easy to fall for you.
And I fell, hard.
But after I left, you changed. You won't be mocking around people, planning master pranks, or go about insulting people without even them realizing they were insulted upon.
But yesterday I caught a glimpse of the old you. Not the in-front-of-the-world-you but the in-front-of-me you.
And it hurts.
A lot.
People blamed me, for what I did to you and I acted as if I don't care. But I know I do.
I remember one of the songs which was being played yesterday.
Cause I've got a jet black heart
And there's a hurricane underneath it.
Fuck the rest of the song though.
When Alan first told me about the hooking up with Dick thingy, I acted like I was least bothered.
But in the next one hour I was found writing a warning letter asking him to stay away from you and taping it on Dick's locker.
But I now think, that I shouldn't have done that.
Afterall, you looked so happy with him.
And all I want is you to be happy.
Love,
Jeremy.
♥
That song mentioned earlier is 'Jet Black Heart' by 5 Seconds of Summer. I included it in the playlist too.
And thank you again to all you readers for your sweet comments and votes. ☆
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