He didn't know how long he had to wait for her. He didn't care. Because he knew over the time they had spent talking cräp that he had developed feelings.
But what he didn't know was where were they going to go? He didn't know if they would continue to intensify or if they would fade with time.
But either way he wanted to express them. He wanted to tell her. But how could he when all she wanted was for him to go away.
So he went home and cried.
Forgot about her got just a moment and thought about him. How was he feeling. Did he care that she was letting him go?
So he cried.