This chapter doesn't really have anything important in it. Just a bit of smut or lemon or whatever the hell you crazy kids call it these days.
ENJOY~~~
After this long and traumatising day, (watching your mother getting crushed by flying debris during a mission) you felt the need relax. Since your mum isn't here to comfort you anymore you decided to try and comfort yourself the only way you knew how.
Food.
You headed to the heaven on earth.
The kitchen.
There you searched for something tasty, something savoury. You came across a small heated oven containing a fresh chicken. You felt like a cartoon character, with your mouth watering as much as it did.
You carefully grabbed it out and placed it on the bench. You proceeded to pour a beverage of your choice into a cup and sat on the bench next to the chicken and began to eat little bits at a time.
You were so cooped up in eating the chicken you hadn't noticed that someone had walked in. "There you are idiot I've been looking everywhere for you" it was the one and only Levi. He looked at you sitting on the bench then at the chicken and back at you again.
He only sighs and proceeds to wet a hand cloth. He hands it to you and you take it, muttering a small 'thank you' and continuing to clean your hands. You pushed the chicken aside and sat there for a bit. Looking at your feet that were swinging back and forth.
"What's wrong brat?" You looked at Levi with such sadness that it even moved him. His relaxed stature tensed and his face was washed with worry.
"Tell me what's wrong" he demanded, placing his hands on your knees as you fiddled with your fingers.
"Mum..." Is all you said in such a hushed tone it didn't take long for Levi to catch on.
"(Y/N)..." He said your name with such little worry but you could still sense it. He wrapped his arms around your shoulders as you rested your forehead on his shoulder. You only exhaled harshly through your nose, expelling some of the sadness and anger in your chest.
He began to rub your back, Levi would never know how much this soothed you. You felt the strong need to hug him back and you did. You hugged his shoulders tightly. Nuzzled your face in the crook of his neck. Breathing in his natural scent which turned you on greatly.
"Come on" he stated as he backed up and held your hand. You jumped off the bench and followed him. The halls were dimly lit by flamed torches.
Your mind wondered to different topics, one thing led another and here you are thinking dirty thoughts. Your face grew redder by the second as you thought all these things about your lover.
You looked ahead and noticed Levi was still holding your hand but he soon came to a stop in front of what you assumed was his bedroom. His door creaked slightly as he opened it. You followed him in like a lost puppy, he gestured you to sit on his bed and you complied.
He closed the door.
And locked it.
Your heart skipped a beat as this is how to you imagined everything would start. He walked over to you, placing his jacket on his wooden chair. He sat next to you, making the mattress bounce a little. You felt his arm wrap around your shoulders as he rubbed your knee. It was incredibly soothing.
"Talk to me, baby" he whispered in his deep voice, his breath tickled your ear as your form relaxed. Although it turned you on a little, you knew this wasn't the time for that, he was legitimately trying to comfort you.
"Please, vent a little for me, I hate seeing you like this" he started to rub your shoulder as he held your hand, rubbing your palm with his thumb. His movements were soft, his breathing was gentle. He was the only person left. The person you truly cared about. He was cold and stern to others but right now he is showing you his softer side, showing he really cared, you lost your best friend in an instant.
You've been through so much shit, you are ready to admit your life is a shithole. You've never truly vented, you've never told your mum everything, you kept so many things from her just to keep her happy. And now you could never tell her. And now she's gone.
All you have is Levi. Who is sitting next to you, the only time he will ever be vulnerable is in front of you right now. He's showing so much love and with all this shit that has happened to you, you know you are so close to breaking.
"(Y/N)?" He asks, that's it.
You broke.
You threw your hands over your face and sobbed, rocking back and forth, you cried loudly. Your shoulders shook violently and tears were soaking your lap. "Shh, it's okay" his voice only caused you more pain, you couldn't settle, you had to let everything out. Out of nowhere you turned and tightly hugged Levi, muffling your sobs in his shoulder, having one hand grasping a hand full of hair and the other holding his shoulders. He repositioned you so you were sitting in his lap. You unconsciously wrapped you legs around his waist. You sounded like a child. It wouldn't end, the tears kept swimming down your cheeks. You held on tightly as though if you let go you may never see him again.
He rocked you back and forth, rubbing your back and whispering calming words into your ears. Soon enough you calmed down but you didn't move, you continued to rock back and forth but soon stopped.
You both stayed in that position for a bit, you occasionally hiccuped. He pulled you back a bit and looked at you, you were trying to wipe your tears away, sniffling every so often. He strokes your hair and caressed your face and body as if you were made of porcelain.
He kissed your cheek as if he were making the tears disappear. He used his thumb and wiped away a bit of the moisture from your cheeks.
"It's okay to feel like this, you don't have to keep it in all the time, it's not healthy" there was a long pause, he looked you deep in the eyes "I'm here for you, always, I love you and just remember that I will never leave you" you nodded, and smiled slightly "I'm so sorry for your loss (Y/N)-" before he could continue you cut him off.
You kissed him harshly on the lips "I love you Levi" you held his face and continued to kiss him, you laid him on his bed.
"What are you doing (Y/N)?-" he questioned. You just wanted to be with him. That's all. Just this one night you wanted to make yourself his and only his. You love him so much and you know this is what you want.
"I know what I'm doing, all I ask of you is to fuck me... Hard" he looked so taken aback that it was cute as shit. He sat up and started to kiss your neck "as you wish" he stated in his husky voice, it turned you on good and you can already feel yourself getting wet. He lifted your shirt and threw it across the room. Without taking your bra off he licked and kissed the top. You threw your head back as you felt his hand rub over your crotch. Without hesitation you stood up and slowly took you pants off, Levi sat on the edge of the bed and held your hips and began rubbing up and down your womanly curves. "You're so beautiful baby" he looks up at you as you stand there in your bra and undies. "Damn right" you say with the upmost confidence, you hear his deep chuckle. You smiled as you took his shirt off. While he sat there you undid his pants to see his huge erection under his underwear. You fully pulled his pants off and looked up at him. He had a look of confusion as you smiled reassuringly and took his underwear off and grasped his hard dick. You proceeded to lick up and down and sucked his tip. You heard a slight moan escape his mouth. You look up and see he has taken a hand full of hair and has his head swung back, revealing his defined Adam's apple. You bobbed your head up and down slightly and used your hands for more stimulation. A few grunts could be heard from Levi and as you looked up you could see him staring back at you seductively. You seemed to be doing well as you see him swing his head back and slightly buck his hips forwards causing you to have to accept more of him in your mouth. His breaths became hitched and heavy, "fuck, baby just like that" you continued and soon enough you witnessed Levi orgasm. His groans filled the room as he swung his mouth open "d-don't" he moaned, not thinking you would enjoy swallowing his cum. You did anyway, accepting every bit of him. You sat back to catch your breath, although the room was dimly lit you could still see his heavy blush, his chest rise and fall, his half lidded eyes and stared back at you seductively. "I guess I should repay the favour" he stated you were now very excited to see what he'll do. He stood you up and laid you on the bed, you sat up as he straddled you. He unhooked your bra and began to take in the sight of your beautiful breasts. Slowly he leaned in, he sucked and nibbled, turning you on and making you wet. One hand supported him as the other travelled downwards and rubbed your crotch. You breathing became heavy but that wasn't enough for him. He proceeded to take off your underwear while looking at you in the eyes. He rubbed your clit, earning him a moan. "What a dirty whore" for some reason you liked him using trash talk. You only smiled and held his face, as you both kissed he slid a finger ever so slowly in while simultaneously rubbing your clit. You broke from the heated kiss and breathed heavily and soon moaned loudly holding his shoulder and swaying your hips a little "fuck Levi oh" you arched your back slightly, you stared at Levi as he looked down at your squirming form. "You like this?" He questioned "yes just like that". You closed your eyes and let the feeling consume you. Suddenly it stopped. You looked back at Levi with disappointment but saw him spreading your legs "please Levi" you urged him. He only bent down and licked your clit. It was a whole new feeling. You noticed his dick getting harder by the second. He licked and sucked and even inserted his tongue, he moved it around slightly. "Levi... Levi..." You repeated his name until the sensation stopped once more. You opened your eyes and looked at him hovering over you. "Please Le- ah!" You let out a breathy moan as he slammed himself into you. He got up and balanced on his knees, you held your hips up to him and he held them and began slamming himself into you repeatedly. You screamed and moaned and repeated his name. "Fuck Levi you're so huge!" You admitted "you're so fucking tight and wet just for me" He breathlessly groaned "cum for me baby" he looked at you, you got up and pushed him down so now you were on top and bouncing up and down. He held your hips and then fondled your breasts. The sight to him was absolutely sexy and hot. You looked down at him in the eye and soon enough this feeling in your stomach was becoming intense, too intense. "Fuck Levi I'm- ah!" You placed your hands on his chest and swung your head back, the walls of your vagina clenched around Levi's dick and soon enough you both came. You were a moaning mess and your movements became sloppy, with a long moan of ecstasy Levi's grip tightened on your hips and you knew that he came inside you. You laid next you him panting, turning your head you noticed Levi looking down at you. "That was amazing" you finally admitted. He chuckled a breathless chuckle "you're so fucking sexy baby" even though you were both kinda sweaty he hugged you anyway. "Shower?" You suggest after you caught you breath, "shower" he nodded as you both headed to the bathroom together. "How about round two?" He whispered in your ear deeply while fondling your breast from behind.
"...fuck yeah".