That night i locked myself in my room and cried... I still cant accept the fact that we should have been Celebrating and we should have been arranging our marriage but instead im gonna have to plan a funeral... Why.. why must he go... Then thats when i finally realised that today... It was Our 3rd Anniversary...
And now here i am... sitting infront of his grave.... "Joon Myeon... i've been having dreams lately... about you... you were with me... but suddenly you've gone just like that..." i held back my tears... "Today's your 4th death anniversary... and our 7th Anniversary... Everytime i considered to give up my life... i always see a light... and that light give me hope... Joon Myeon ah... i know you're with me... Please let me come with you... i cant stand living another day in this terrible world without you..." i sobbed... "please joom myeon... hear me" i begged.. but there's no use he's gone... but all i can say right now is... he's still in my heart... Suho you are indeed my Angel....