It's funny how I spend all day smiling for others, laughing and making other people laugh as well, but at the end of the day it is all too much for me to hold with a smile.
Tears flow, down my cheeks they go.
It hurts so bad, but I deserve it for being so dumb and believing in your lies.
How could I fall? I ask myself everyday.
How could I fall for the most beautiful eyes I have ever encountered in my life? Even though, they were filled with dishonesty every time I stared at them while talking to you.
I'm sorry, for existing in your life, because I know it annoyed you every time I was near you. Don't worry though, I will not bother you anymore with my useless presence.
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Sent, March 22nd, 2016 at 7:50PM.