Hey!!!! So I just saw this list of songs of ‘Where We Are’ album…don’t know if it’s true but….yeah… They all seem cool but I just don’t like the idea of having bad words in their album… “Just don’t feel right”.. See what I did there?? Hahahaahah..
Oh and I think Zayn doesn’t know how to drive in reality, right??? Well let’s just pretend that he can…=)
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*Allison’s POV
So basically, they came over every time, for the past week, they weren’t busy and practically had their eyes on me the WHOLE time. Whenever I would just excuse myself to go to the bathroom, they’d always exchange looks and then one of them would ‘assist’ me. Talk about privacy.
It’s Saturday today and the boys are having an interview I think so I was finally relieved that I had some time alone.
I went online and checked everything. There were like two times the hate I received before. Wait, not two, more like five. Yeah, five. But I didn’t actually care about them. I was carefree right now so they didn’t affect me that much. I just got like a LOT of tweets and messages from my family, relatives, and Britt. There were TONS more but I decided not to read them since most of those would probably just be hate.
I then cleaned up and put my dirty clothes in the hamper. Then I sat down on one of the couch chairs and began reading a book that I was supposed to be reading this summer but only just read it right now because of all the drama that has been going on.
When my eyes got tired and my mind wasn’t able to actually understand what I was reading, I tried to think of other things that would pass time.
Hmm, cooking??
No. I would probably just burn the house down.
Go out??
No. I have already been out and about practically every day.
Uhhhhh, swimming??
Yeah, swimming!!!
I excitedly got up from the chair and got opened my drawer. Now, where did I put that swimming suite-
Oh here it was!! I grabbed it out of the closet and quickly changed into it. It was a one-piece black tube swim-suite that fitted me well actually. I checked myself in the mirror one last time. Wait, my scar!! I searched around everywhere just to find something that would cover it properly. I know I might be a little too paranoid but what if Jane just happened to see me and see my scar and that would just lead to more problems of explaining. When I finally found something, I got sunscreen and my goggles. I heard the door open and close but didn’t mind it since it was just probably Jane. I then ran out my room and towards the stairs. When I was in view already, I was stunned at who I saw. I mean, the people I saw. My eyes widened in shock, and so did theirs. Good thing I thought of covering the scar.
They also seemed too shocked by my appearance. I mean, who wouldn’t??? Wouldn’t it be like a surprise if you just happened to see a teenage bipolar who was wearing a fitted swimsuit tube that was running down the stairs like a child on a sugar rush?
“I-I thought you guys weren’t coming today??” I stuttered, still shocked.
“Yeah, we just finished….” Liam answered awkwardly.
“Well, uuhhhh… This is really awkward… So I’m just gonna go to the pool and swim cause I feel like doing so and you guys could just do whatever you want…Just don’t go in my room…so…bye!!” I said awkwardly as I walked to the pool feeling 4 sets of eyes on me.
“I think one of us should go look after her…you never know what she can do..” Lou muttered. Psshh, they could’ve kept their voice down so I couldn’t hear them loud and clear. But I pretended that I didn’t hear.
When I opened the door outside, I was really amazed. Jane didn’t show me this part of the house so I quite felt bad because I could’ve spent like most of my time here instead of wasting my time trying to get Zayn back. Pffftt, who needs him when I have this HUMUNGOUS pool?
I excitedly went over to the showers and showered a little. Then I went over to 5’ ft. part and jumped in. Oh gosh, how I missed water. When I surfaced I saw Hazza leaning on the glass sliding door, smiling at me.
“I’m ok… You don’t have to look after me…” I told him.
“Pool actually looks cool…” he smirked as I smiled back and motioned for him to come in. For a second, he took a while to decide then he started pulling off his clothes.
“Don’t remove your undies!!! I don’t wanna see you naked AGAIN!!” I exclaimed covering my eyes when he was about to pull of his boxers to. He smiled before jumping in, making a huge splash. I laughed when I saw him surface since he really looked like baby Tarzan (A/N: Yeah, I know…Liam said/tweeted this..).
“What are you laughing at??” he asked as he got closer to me. I shook my head still laughing.
“Ok then, babe..” then the next thing I knew is I was being lifted from my legs by Hazz.
“Hazza put me down!!!” I shouted as I heard the other three running over to us.
“Well, isn’t this a sight to see??” Lou said as he smirked.
“Hazza put me down right now!!” I told him again. He smirked before FINALLY putting me down. Thankfully, he did it gently.
“Lads, I think I somehow get the feeling of swimming…” Lou smirked as I giggled at them. Then Lou took off his clothes and jumped in too. Next was Niall. We all then looked at Liam hopefully. He shrugged and also took off his clothes and joined us.
“Hey guys, let’s race to the deepest part there!!” I said as I pointed at the far end of the pool which was signed 8’ ft.
“Are you sure babe??” Hazza looked over at me worriedly.
“Yeah..” I answered back. They all shared an all-knowing glance before they finally agreed.
“One, two….three!!” and with that I kicked the wall and started the basic freestyle stroke. Yes, I do know how to swim. I was a part of the school’s swim team and I was the fastest in freestyle. I wasn’t long till I touched the wall at the end. I looked over to the guys who were still halfway through. I laughed at them until an idea popped in my head.
I started to pretend like I was drowning.
*Louis’ POV
When we were already close to the end, what we met there just made my heart jump. Ali was drowning. We all quickly swam to her the fastest way we could. But when we finally got to her, she stopped moving. Hazza quickly carried her lifeless looking body and lifted her to the tiled floor.
“Ali, babe…” he said as he started shaking her but there was no response. We were all stunned there, watching Hazza who was desperately trying to wake her.
“I think she needs CPR…” Niall mumbled.
Harry nodded and started doing the CPR. We all held our breath as Hazza did it but nothing was happening.
“C’mon baby..” he muttered as he pumped her heart. When he was about to blow air into her mouth she smirked. We were like two times more shocked. Then Ali kissed Hazza before pulling back, laughing. We all stared at her in disbelief.
“What the hell Ali??!!” Niall shouted from behind me.
“What?? It was funny..” she said as she tried to breath between her laughs.
“It’s not!! We thought you were..” Niall trailed off. Hazza was now still recovering from everything.
“I know how to swim, you idiots..” she said as she got up.
“B-but..” Niall stuttered. She jumped back in the pool with us and, surprisingly, went over to the stunned Niall. She probably realized the effect of her little ‘joke’ on poor Niall.
“Niall…you don’t need to worry about me…I’m ok..” she said as she kissed him on the cheek.
“C’mon.. I’ll race you guys to the other end…” she said as she was about to start. Realizing that we didn’t move a muscle, she rolled her eyes at us.
“Guys…snap out of it!! It was just a joke… I’m sorry ok.. Now can we please get back to reality??” she asked. We all silently nodded and Hazza jumped back in, making sure that he was beside Ali.
“One…two…….three!!” she shouted as she started doing another stroke. Wow, she really was a swimmer. I snapped out of it and started swimming as fast as I could. I was already levelling with her but she smirked and swam faster. She was really really fast and it was like only a minute before she touched the end of this humungous pool. I was the second to finish.
“Wow, Ali… I didn’t know you were such a fast swimmer..” I panted.
“All part of a day’s work..” she shrugged as we waited for the other guys to finish. When Hazza reached us, he grabbed Ali’s legs from below and lifted her up. She laughed a lot as me and the other guys watched the other two playing along. I took my phone and took a video of them. Hazza just looked so happy whenever he was with Ali. They really made a cute couple. Then I posted the video on twitter and tagged Ali and Hazza with the caption “Love birds nowadays..”.
Then out of nowhere, we heard a loud bang of the door. All our heads snapped to the direction of the bang. Liam volunteered to go and check it out and I couldn’t help but wonder who that would be.
*Liam’s POV
I quickly dried myself with a towel and hurried into the house. I half ran over to the door and opened it. I was very confused to see Zayn’s car driving off in the distance. Wait, Zayn?? That just didn’t make any sense at all. I walked back to the back of the house where the others were now drying themselves. Harry had a towel wrapped around Ali and was warming her shivering body.
“Well, who was that??” Lou asked as they saw me.
“Zayn.. I saw his car driving off…” I answered as they all shared a confused look.
“Why would Zayn even come here??” Ali asked in confusion.
“I don’t know..” I answered.
“Gosh, he’s messed up..” Ali mumbled as she ran back to the house. Weird much?
*Zayn’s POV
Guilt was eating me alive. Well, not only guilt. I miss her so much. I can’t believe those words came out of my mouth. Oh how I wish I could take it all back or just press rewind. But I can’t. All I can do now is to deal with this and fix it. I’m done with my very useless plan. I’m going to apologize and have her back in my arms. Atleast I can still have her as my friend? I mean, BEST friend.
I quickly got up from my bed and got ready. When I was satisfied, I got my keys and headed out.
I was so nervous when their house was already in my view. Doubts, questions and different thoughts that came from nowhere flooded my mind.
I parked my car next to Louis’ and nervously walked up to the porch. I weakly knocked but there was no answer. I knocked louder and actually yelled her name but there was still no response.
I got a bit impatient and just decided to come in since the door was open anyways. I looked around but they weren’t anywhere. I heard a distant laughter that was obviously Ali’s and quickly searched where it was from. I walked further in the hallway and realized that they were all at the back.
I never seen this part of the place and I never even knew they had a pool. When the pool came into view, I saw Lou, Liam and Niall at the nearest edge.
When I saw where the other two were, my heart literally broke into pieces. They were both playing in the middle of the pool. Hazza lifted Ali as she giggled and yelled at him to put her down. The next thing I knew was, Ali obviously had her legs wrapped around Hazza’s waist since she was a bit higher than Hazza and they were…kissing. PASSIONATELY. That just killed me. It was like a dagger that just pierced into my already broken heart.
I angrily stalked away and banged the door behind me. I know that they must’ve heard me but I could care less.
I drove off not caring if they would follow me or not. Tears were now streaming down my face.
Hazza doesn’t deserve her. She deserved better. She deserved me.
*Niall’s POV
“Hey guys, don’t you find it weird that she’s wearing a wrist band??” Hazza asked as we continued to dry ourselves.
“Yeah, that’s weird..” I said as we dried our boxers then put on our clothes. When we got back in the house, we already saw Ali in the living room.
“Guys shut up.. this is my favourite movie..” she said as we sat on our usual places.
“We’re not even talk-”
“Shhhhh!!!”
“Okay, ok..”
I couldn’t help but notice that lately she had been wearing jumpers most of the time. She never did before. The weirdest and most unusual thing is, she was even wearing a wrist band whilst we were swimming. I mean, who does that?! It was like she was hiding something. More like covering something.
“So..where do you guys want to have lunch??” Liam asked checking his phone when the movie ended. I checked my watch and was surprised to see that it was already noon.
“NANDOS!!” I shouted.
“Nowhere..” Ali mumbled beside me. We all looked at her.
“What??” she asked defensively as she noticed that we were all staring.
“What do you mean ‘nowhere’??” Lou asked her from below (he was sitting on the floor).
“Nowhere..what else does ‘nowhere’ mean??” she asked as if we were that stupid not to understand what ‘nowhere’ meant.
“So, you mean here??” Hazza asked. She face-palmed at Harry’s obvious stupidity.
“No Hazz, in the garbage truck where we can have all sorts of recycled food we want… YES here!!” she answered back sassily. Wow, I didn’t know she could be so sassy.
“Ohhhkaayyy..” Lou said from below, obviously sensing something weird.
An awkward silence filled the room as we, me and the boys, exchanged quick glances.
“Fine, I’m sorry…” Ali mumbled to Hazza.
“It’s ok babe..” Hazza replied, obviously relieved. She then pecked him on the lips and he smirked. Typical Harry.
“Hey, let’s just go to that Chinese place down the block, unless you still want to-” Harry started as he looked over at Ali.
“I’m fine with that..” Ali stated as she went up again to get her ‘stuff’.
“Well that was unusual..” Lou muttered as we all agreed. We got up before I remembered the ‘Zayn thing’.
“Hey, how about Zayn??” I asked.
“We’ll just fix it out later..” Louis answered as we heard Ali’s fast footsteps running down the stairs.
“Well, come on!! We’re going on an adventure!!” she said happily as we all looked at her weirdly. This is one heck of a day. After letting what happened sink in, we finally decided to follow her. We all got in and Lou started the car and drove to the Chinese place they were talking about. I still want to go to Nandos.
Once we arrived, my hunger took over me so practically didn’t care anymore where we were eating. We got in and took the farthest and most secluded place there. A Chinese girl went over to our table and politely asked our orders. I was kinda expecting Ali to order a small amount of food again but this time, much to my surprise and obviously also the other lads’, she ordered a LOT. Not much for my taste, but atleast it was enough, not too little.
Our orders came and we dug in and continued to talk to Ali about our real selves, not about our career this time. In return, she told us more about herself too.
After a very satisfying meal, we all headed back to her place. Once we arrived, she excused herself again, this time telling us that she’d just get her phone from upstairs. We all knew that she had it with her all day because she was actually texting whilst we were eating a while ago. It was so obvious that she just made a quick excuse to go up to her room, again, but this time, we let it go for once since we have been practically invading her personal space and privacy.
*Allison’s POV
I totally ate too much. My belly was like really obviously big. Gosh, I shouldn’t have eaten. But if I didn’t eat, wouldn’t that just make them more curious and worried than they already are. So I just decided to eat. But now I feel really guilty in doing so.
I, once again, kneeled infront of the bowl and stuck two fingers in my throat. It wasn’t long till the contents of my stomach were flushed in the toilet. I gargled my mouth with mouthwash and tried to compose myself before going back down.
“Hey Ali…didn’t know getting your phone would take THAT long..” Lou told me with a hint of coldness as I walked down the stairs with their usual piercing stares looking right through me as if I had done such a HUGE and SERIOUS crime.
“Oh, I had to take a call..” I quickly covered up, feeling really nervous and self-conscious.
“Uh-huh..” Lou answered as they looked back at the screen.
I looked at all of them in disbelief. What did I do now?!
Not wanting to sit with ANY of them, since they looked a bit pissed at me and I have NO idea why, I pulled the beanie bag that Jane bought yesterday and pulled it to the side, adding a little distance with me and the boys.
Not interested in the movie, I pulled my phone out from my pocket and read the messages that I didn’t even bother to read. I then read the messages from my family, relatives and from Britt.
Still bored, I decided to log on to twitter. I lazily scrolled down the tweets from the haters but I did favourite/retweet some of the sweet ones.
Hate.
Hate.
Hate.
Haaaaattteee.
Since there were a lot of them and most of them were obviously just hate tweets, I decided it would be a really great idea to sleep.
“I’m taking a nap….” I muttered as I got up and lazily walked up the stairs.
When I finally entered my room, I flopped down on the very comfy bed and snuggled into the sheets.
Gosh, I’m EXHAUSTED.
*Harry’s POV
“How long has she been up there??” Niall asked impatiently for the tenth time since she excused herself.
“20 minutes..” I answered checking my phone for the umpteenth time. God, why was she taking so long in just getting her phone?!
“Guys, maybe she’s just doing something private.. We practically never even gave her the chance to be alone this past week..” Liam answered.
“Let’s give her 10 more minutes and THEN I’m checking on her…” Seriously, all this worry and apprehension is KILLING me bit by bit. And even not knowing if she’s doing something wrong is just too much. There are lots of self-harming things she could’ve done up there.
“Hey Ali…didn’t know getting your phone would take THAT long..” Lou said a bit too coldly. I turned my focus towards her now.
“Oh, I had to take a call..” she obviously lied.
“Uh-huh..” Lou answered back. At the corner of my eye I saw her roll her eyes at us. I was expecting her to come sit next to me but she didn’t. She just grabbed a big beanie bag and pulled it next to the couch, making sure she kept a little distance in between.
I quickly removed my gaze from her when she looked at us. But when I was sure she wasn’t looking, I fixed my stare at her again. Now she was just playing on her phone, lazily scrolling down and down and down. I knew she was reading tweets sent to her. And I also know that most of those were probably just hate from the fans. I felt really bad for putting all this hate on her. I know she was getting hate with just the look on her face or sometimes her emotions or the way she acts. When I saw her get up, I immediately looked away. Then she muttered something that I didn’t quite hear. All I knew was she then started walking back to her room. The boys and I, yet again, exchanged an all knowing look.
“I’ll check on her..” I volunteered and got up immediately even without the boys’ response.
I half ran up the stairs in anxiety. When I got to the second landing, I quietly walked over to her open room and saw her snuggled in the covers. I smiled at how beautiful she was looking.
I think I might be falling deeply, madly, crazily in love with her and I don’t care what anyone else says about this.
I waited for a while before deciding to go in. I couldn’t help it. She was just so….perfect. All her perfections were great but the main thing that made me fall really hard for her was her imperfections. Everything about her was just so beautiful.
I sat down on her bed and softly caressed her smooth and soft cheek. I carefully tucked the few strands of hair that landed perfectly on her face behind her ear. Then I leaned in and kissed her forehead. After a while of just…staring, I then decided to get up and get back to the boys who might have been thinking something else.
*Allison’s POV
I was in the middle of a fantastic dream of being a student in Hogwarts when I got woken up by soft footsteps coming closer to me. Not wanting to freak the person out (since it might just be one of the boys), I decided to act like I was still asleep.
I suddenly felt this huge hand softly stroking my cheek and I tried really hard not to flinch at first but the feeling was somewhat familiar. Then I felt him lean in and kiss my forehead, a kiss that left a tingling sensation. It was so obvious who it was. Hazza.
It was a while before I felt him get up and hear his soft footsteps getting farther. When I felt safe to open my eyes, I smiled to myself.
Awwwww, wasn’t that just the cutest thing ever?!! Like, wow. He was just so sweet. I feel sooooo lucky to even have a boyfriend that really cared THAT much about me. At this point I really didn’t care whether he was in a band or not, all that mattered that I was, little by little, falling for Hazza, who just happened to be one of the best people I’ve ever met.
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