Hi my names Connor. For a 14 year old my life is pretty fucked up, first of all I have major depression and am slowly losing my mind... but fuck it, I might not get better but that doesn't mean I'm gonna mope around in my room all day, I live my life to the fullest even though I do online school and am completely isolated from the outside world. I am an artist, writer, cat lover and fanboy. One thing people probably think when they look at me is "Normal teenage boy with good style" They're not wrong about the style but I am not normal. Since May of 2015 my self esteem has been slowly ripped away by bullies and it got worse this summer with blackmailing, talking my friends down from committing suicide, starting to cut and slowly losing myself to the darkness of the world.