THIN ✔︎

By astrophilicflaws

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She's never had problems, until recently. Recently, her world has been falling apart, but from the inside out... More

Hiding
New Day
Weighing Scales
First day of a new month
Lunch. Alone.
Evening thinking and Dinner
Find my Solitude
Before and Now
Sun, mornings, sleep and thinking
Thigh Gap
No one knows
Truth
Can't keep it in and Hush
The Walls
Hunger
Fat.
Goals and dreams
Two weeks after
At Night
let go
Maybe
Listening
Stronger but Not Perfect
Comments
No Help. I'm fine
Dizzy
How much longer
High metabolism and accusations
Going out
Faking it
Six hours
Crying
Losing it all
Screaming
Mirror Mirror
Stop life
Icy tears
Pandemonium
Finally
Running
Second thoughts
Can't stand this
Losing
Stop Messing Around
Haunting, day & night
Numbers
Monday
Thursday
Wednesday
Friday
Losing Faith
No future
Shortcut
Destruction
All that I'm not
Food strike
If I die
Puppet
Thrown back in jail
Day by day
Author's note (not finished yet though!)
Same old Games
Silence in the Dark
Harder
Friday night
Hangover
Three New Goals
Battles in my head
Borderline
Flashbacks and Sadness
Someday
Melancholy
That night
Sleepless
Travelling back
Stay strong
Failing
Hospitalized
Released
Back to the start
All in Vain
Struggling
Running running
Mother- Daughter
Pretending
Reasons
Motivation
Pain
Speeding to Perfectness
Numbers over time
Unsavable
Prisoner Released
Stay Strong Again
Rush of Thoughts
Slowly
Saving Myself
Reasons for Eating
Thoughts and Realisations
♡ T h e E n d ♡
epilogue
alternative ending (trigger warning)

Tuesday

366 28 2
By astrophilicflaws

Why do I feel

Such miserable guilt

In my stomach

And heart

For eating

A morsel the night before


I shed tears silently

Watching them fall

Like a waterfall

Cascades of salty

Droplets

One after another


I punish myself

With no food

Or drink

For the rest of the day

Skinnier, thinner

Anorexia nags.


Weighing myself

Has become a 

Frequent routine

Every day

Any day

On the blinding white scales


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