______' POV
i was on the roof just laying there looking up into the dark sky with the shinny stars. all i did was think and but I've been trying to
clear things out of my mind, but i couldn't because i needed know if Justin likes me why is love so complicated.
i couldn't clear things out of my mind. I'm just in love with him. everytime i see him with another girl i would get jealous.
but what if i tell him, would we still be friends? Is gonna say he loves me too? Is he gonna say that he doesn't love me back?
why does this have to be so fucking hard why why why?
I wish i had someone to talk to about my
feelings.
I wish I had my best friend back.
Wanna know his name? Nick Mara, he was the only boy that was my friend and we would always hang out with each other and we would always talk about our problems and feelings to each other and whenever I was with him, I felt like I was in love with him, and he cared about me like if someone said something mean to me he would say something
mean back or do
something about it, but then he had to move away to New Jersey.
That's why I'm always lonely and no one has ever cared about me ever since Nick moved away and my dad died. When my dad died Nick was still there for me. We were friends since we were little but now he's gone.
And I can never get a best friend like him. He was the only one I loved to be with and talk to
but now Justin's here but he's diffrent than Nick.