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" Sisigaw talaga ako . . ahhhh-"
Nakulong sa bibig ko ang sigaw ko nung sinungaban ako ng halik ni Matt.
His kisses not are not in a hurry nor rude. We're french kissing at ahhh talaga!! how can i stop him kung kusa namang gumalaw ang mga labi ko. He nibbled his lips on mine. Kinakagat kagat pa nito ang pangibabang labi ko na mas lalo pang nagpasidhi ng init na nararamdaman ko. His hands travelled down to my waist , his pressing it softly as he continues domineering my lips.
" ahhh . . .mmm. ." my toes starts twitching as Matt starts moving his hand to touch me on my bossom. Napasinghap ako nung maramdaman ko ang pagpisil nito sa magkabilang dibdib ko habang dumausdos ang halik nito sa sensitibong parte ng leeg ko.
He's licking , literally licking my neck to my earlobe.
" Ahhh . . Matt . . ." i said . . My breathing becomes heavier everytime he touches me on my most sensitive parts.
Dahan dahan nitong kinalagan ang pagkatali sa mga kamay ko , as he whispered to my ear
" touch me , Sarah" paos na sabi nito. I fisted his hair and pulled it a bit before i pressed my lips on him . Patuloy na sabunot ko ang buhok nito habang patuloy na lumalalim ang halikan namin .
Bumaba ang halik nito sa panga ko, to my neck and to the valley of my chest. My hand hand a fistful grip of his hair na nagpaungol dito .
As he was about to unbutton my top, sya namang ring ng cellphone ko . Nagkatinginan kaming pareho.
Agad ko itong tinulak palayo sa akin . Alam kong pulang pula ang mukha ko. He was looking intently at me, pero di pa din ito umaalis sa ibabaw ko
" Matt, get off of me. " bulong ko. Bulong na lang ang lumabas sa bibig ko , dahil di ko alam kung papaano kakausapin ito.
" you can answer your phone while im still on top of you" he teasingly told me
" Arghh!!! Alis ka na nga sabi eh" i hissed. Pero nanlaki ang mata ko when he started scratching his thing on between my tighs .
I gather all my senses para pigilan ang init na nararamdaman ko sa mga oras na to.
" stop it .. Matt, umalis ka na nga" Tinitigan lang ako nito . I looked at him pleading .
," Fine" sabi nito sabay tayo. Agad din itong nagbihis .
I picked up nt phone and silently answered it.
" Hello"
" iha, andito kami ngayon sa hospital, si Lolo mo, inatake"
" Po!!!??? Saang hospital ??? oh my God!!"
di ko na alam kung ano pa ang ibang sinasabi ni Yaya, ang klaro lang sa sinabi nito ay ang pangalan ng hospital.
Matt, worriedly looked at me.
" Sarah, anong nangyari?" he asked
" Si ... si Lolo. . he's rushed in the hospital.. I need to get there right away"
" Let me drive you. Halika na" Kinuha nito ang kamay ko at hinila palabas ng unit ko.
Lutang na lutang ako. Im so freakingly worried about Lolo's condition .
Oh please God, help my Lolo please.
Ni hindi ko napansin na nasa loob na pala kami ng kotse nito. He was still holding my hand. Sobrang nerbyos ang nararamdaman ko sa mga oras na to.
Panaka naka tinitingna ako ni Matteo habang hawak hawak nito ang kaliwa kong kamay.
" Calm down .. Saang hospital ba sya dinala?"
" St. Lukes. .Hurry up Matt. . .please . .. oh my God.." di ko napigilan ang pagdaloy ng mga luha ko. .
Hindi na ako nito kinausap, at nag focus na lang ito sa pagdrive. Mabilis ang takbo namin pero hindi naman ako nakaramdam ng takot, Matt is a cautious driver.
Habang tinatahak namin ang byahe papuntang hospital, im calling yaya para itanong kung kumusta na ito .
After a few rings, sinagot naman nito ang tawag ko
" Ya?? papunta na ako sa hospital. . Just wait for me ,ok"
" Sige nak..dalian mo ha .. Kasama ko si Zeke, wala kasing magbabantay sa kanya, maayos naman na kami dito, pero nasa loob pa din ng emergency room si Enrico, di pa lumalabas ang doctor. Tinawagan ko na din si Quentin at Lucas, papunta na sila dito"
" salamat po. . malapit na po ako. " i said,saka ibinaba na ang tawag. I could clearly see the entrance ng hospital. Pagkahinto ni Matt ng kotse, agad kong binuksan ang passenger's seat at tinakbo ang emergency room . Im running , coz im dammed worried about Lolo. Di ko na inalam kung nakasunod ba o hindi si Matteo sa akin.
Agad kong niyakap si yaya pagkakita sa kanya.
" Ya , nasaan si Zeke? kumusta na po si Lolo??" sunod sunod kong tanong.
" Si Zeke, kasama nya si Martha. Agad nagtungo dito si Martha nang tawagan ko kanina. Nasa canteen lang ata . .ikaw na kumausap sa doctor mamaya . .Pupuntahan ko muna si Zeke, " tumatango tango lang ako. Puno ng pag alala ang puso ko. Naramdaman ko ang pagpisil ng kamay ni yaya sa kamay ko.
" Matapang si Enrico, di pa yun bibigay . .at ikaw, wag kang iyakin . .Matapang ka din diba? "
" Yaya . . " agad ko itong niyakap . .
" Sus tahan na Sarah . .susundan ko lang si Martha ..Dito ka muna" sabi nito sabay iwan ng magisa sa akin.
Nanghihinang napaupo ako sa upuan na nasa labas ng kwartong pinagdalhan kay Lolo.
Nakatingin ako sa kawalan. Im not worried kung san kukunin ang pinansyal na gastos sa hospital, im more worried sa kalusugan ni Lolo. He's not young anymore. Baka di nito makakaya.
Di ko alam , pero patuloy lang ang pag agos ng luha ko.
" Sarah" ni hindi ko napansin na nakatayo na pala si Matteo sa harapan ko.
I looked blankly at him. Di ko alam kung papaano ko sya pakikitunguhan.
Akmang magsasalita ako ng biglang lumabas ang doktor.
" Sino ang pamilya ng pasyente?" tanong ng Doctor.
" Us" sagot ni Matteo . Naunahan ako nito aa pagsagot
" We need to bypass the patient right away, Medyo malaki ang gas-
Matteo abruptly stopped the doctor from talking
" do whatever you need to do. Wala akong pakialam kung gaano kamahal ang gastos. And doc,how much percentage would you give me of his chances of getting better aftet the bypass?" si Matteo
" 90% sir" sagot ng doctor
" GET me the best doctor that could guarantee a 100 and 1 % of his health security!!! Now ,you , be sure to get me one or else, i will do everything under my power to kick you out off this hospital and have your license revoked,!! Did you get it???,,!!!,"
" Ye- yes sir" natatarantang sabi ng doctor.
Ako ang naiwang tulala sa ginawa ni Matteo . Ni hindi ko man lang nalaman ang sakit ng Lolo ko? Ni hindi ko nga alam kung ano ang tunay na nangyari.
" Sarah, let me handle all this things. . I wont let anything bad happen to your Lolo. " he said. Pero, tinitigan ko lang ito. How can i trust him on this? Eh, minsan nya nang ginustong patayin ang Lolo ko .
" Pero. Matt-
" No. I wont take No for an answer. And can you not bring back the past things , mistakes or whatever you wanna call it. If you want your Lolo to be safe, then let me help you"
" Ayokong mag ka utang na loob sa yo" finally nahanap ko din ang dila ko. Im so stunned to how fast everything happens. Kagaya na lang ng halos ibigay ko ang sarili dito kanina and now, Lolo . . Di ko na alam kung anon ang gagawin pa.
" Then, work for me. "
" What???"
" you dont have a job, sa akin ka magtatrabaho. Lahat ng gastos dito, it will be salary deducted from you" matiim ako nitong tinitigan. Di ko mawari kung ano ang tumatakbo sa isip nito. Nang di ako sumagot, ipinagpatuloy nito ang pagsasalita
" I know youre looking for a job. Well , im not offering you a job, instead i am demanding you to say yes to my offer. I will give all the health necesities of your Lolo , from this operation to his personal aids after the operation and all in betweens for his fast recovery. Magtatrabaho ka kompanya ko. " he even emphasized the word Ko, which made me hate him this moment.
" Really? kompanya mo ha " i sarcastically told him
" Yeah . .MY company.. anyway, i dont see you have any choice at all "
" I can ask Quentin to help me here, Buong puso nyang gagawin yun or si Lolo Lucas ko, i know they will help me" i saw his jaw tightened and his gaze turned black. Alam kong galit na ito .
" Ibabagsak ko sila. Ang if that happens, it will entirely be your fault. I hope youve heard how MY Empire grew big this past few years because of the merge- that you actually believe i robbed from you. Now you choose, you will work for me, or you will be the reason why Lucas or Quentin Montero will rot in hell after me putting all their businesses to ash. "
" Demonyo ka talaga . . " i gritted my teeth habang sinasabi ito sa kanya. He just smiled at me sabay salita
" Youve taught me to be one. Kung hindi mo ako pinagpalit sa pinaka kinamumuhian kong tao sa mundo na itago ko na lang sa pangalang Quentin Montero, eh di sanay, di ka mahihirapan ngayon. "
" I hate you"
" Well, Sarah , sorry to disappoint you, but the feeling is Mutual!!"
I know im so mad at him this very moment. Parang kaniba lang eh halos ibigay ko ang sarili sa kanya, ngayon, sising sisi ako kung bakit ko halos inisip na ibigay ang sarili ko sa kanya. I dont know this man who i used to love before, im not sure anymore kung ito pa ba ang kilala kong Matteo.
Naiwan akong nakatikom ang bibig. I dont know what to say. Ayokong mapahamak si Quentin o si lolo lucas. They've done so much to help us, and i couldnt be just the reason nor to gamble my decision para ituloy ni Matteo ang balak nito kung sakaling di ako papayag.
I couldnt just allow that to happen. I closed my eyes as a sign of defeat.
" You win . Kelan ako magsisimulang magtrabaho sayo" i said
He smiled before he talked again.
" On monday . You still have 3 days to prepare ,. oh and dont worry about your Lolo , i promise you, he will survive . My men will do everything. Got to go now, " sabi nito .
Pero nabigla ako ng bigla ako nitong hapitin at siilin ng mapusok na halik sa labi.
Agad ko itong tinulak, pero bago pa ako makareact, he turned his back on me and left.
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I decided to go to the hospital's chappel. Nasaktan ko na naman si Sarah. Shit, i couldnt help it. . I easily get jealous , marinig lang ang pangalan ni Quentin!! Pucha naman talaga oh!! Im so mad this moment.. Gusto kong pabagsakin si Q, pero alam kong mas masasaktan ko si Sarah...
" Ouch!! Mister, youre not looking at your way" a boy hissed. Bigla akong nakaramdam ng bilis ng tibok ng puso. Nakaupo sa sahig ang bata.
" Oh holy shit" i cursed , pero narinig ata ito ng bata
" And youre cursing. My mommy told me, its bad. You need to say sorry to God for cursing" sabi nito. I was staring at the boy. Ang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko.
" Im sorry" sabi ko , sabay tulong dito na makatayo
" To God..not to me" sabi nito sabay pagpag sa puwitan nito.
" Ok.. Sorry God for cursing. .and sorry to you too for not minding you while youre walking. Did i hurt you?" i worriedly asked him. Napaka bibo ng bata. Nakakatuwa . .Ang swerte ng mga magulang nito.
" im fine ..im strong. Mom, always tells me to eat vegetables so that i wont get hurt easily . And im my mommy's hero, thats why i dont easily get hurt" natutuwang gunhlo ko ang buhok nito. Ang bibo nya , nakakatuwa ng sobra
" Why are you here in chapel all by yourself?" tanong ko
" Im here, because i prayed to God to take my Daddy Lo's illness. He's sick. And when he's sick, my mommy will cry and i dont wanna see mommy cries" Sabi nito. Ang swerte naman ng nanay nito, mahal na mahal sya. " You, why are you here?" tanong nito sa akin . I stared at his eyes, parang nakikita ko ang sarili ko sa kanya. Bakit, parang nakikita ko ang kaluluwa ko sa batang ito . Huminga akong malalim bago sumagot
" Im here to ask forgiveness, because, i hurt the woman i love the most"
" If you love her, then why are you hurting her?"
" that's why im here to ask God to forgive me"
" Mommy told me that if you hurt other person, you ask forgiveness to the person, . you should tell her sorry"
" Yeah . .im going to say sorry to her, but not now"
" why??"
" I'll tell you when you get older. .Its, ah how will i explain this to you. .Ahmm" ang hirap pa lang makipagusap sa mga batang matalino
" Yes, mister??"
" Maybe when you grow a little older, then ill tell you" sabi ko sabay pisil sa pisngi nito. Ang gwapo ng batang to. Same pa kaming medyo kulot ang buhok, same color ng eyes. and what's funny, may nunal din ito sa right side ng kilay, maliit nga lang.
" Ok.. I will wait for your reason. And when i grow older, i wish i could see you again. " nakatawang sabi nito
" Wala bang maghahanap sayo? I mean, youre all by yourself here? arent you gonna get lost?"
" Nah, i wont get lost . I know where my mommy is right this moment .And my tita and Lola yaya is just around. I wont get lost" sabi nito
" How old are you?" nagtataka na ako , kasi ang galing nitong magsalita. Baka 5 o 6 a taong gulang na siguro ito. Tantya ko lang naman
" Im 3 years old and 8 months"
" Really????" nakangiting nagugulat ako sa sinabi nito
" Yeah . .my mommy told me im a genius. I could do the alphabet, math and i could also read , not that difficult words. But, mommy is the best teacher. She is my superwoman and im her superboy!" natawa naman ako sa kanya. Nakaktuwa talaga .
" Youre parents so lucky to have you" sabi ko
Pero nagulat ako sa sagot nito
" I only have my mommy. . She is my only treasure . My daddy, he is nowhere to be found. Mommy told me, that when i get older, he will explain to me everything . I think, daddy is working far, but i dont know how he looks like. But , mommy told me, he's handsome like me" proud na sbi nito .
" Youre so handsome . Your mommy and daddy must be really good looking too"
" I dont know with daddy. But, mommy, she is the most beautiful!! She is the best mommy in the whole universe!!"
" yeah . .. i guess so. . .Oh by the way, i forgot my manners - Im Matteo Guidicelli" sabi ko sabay abot ng kamay sa batang mama na ito . He really talks like a young fine man.
" Just call me Zeke" sabi nito sabay kuha ng kamay ko. The very moment his little hand touched mine, my kung anong di maipaliwanag na pakiramdan ang dumaloy sa puso ko.
" Zeke . . nice name. . Zeke . .can i hug you?"
" Sure. . oh, what will , how will i call you? Matt? or Sir? or"
" Can you call me daddy?" di ko alam kung paanong lumabas sa bibig ko ang salitang yun . I dont know , pero yun ang gusto kong itawag nya sa akin
" matt .. .ill call you Matt . .my mommy told me to only call daddy to my real dad . I hope i dont get to hurt your feeling. "
" Its ok Zeke . . Call me Matt then"
" Friends" he offered his hand
" Yup . .friends" sabi ko sabay yakap dito....
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