Izaya POV
Well its been months since I last fought shizu-chan and why its been that long well I'm starting to have this feeling for him and then FLASHBACK
"Shizu-chan catch me if u can!" he ran and yelled my name out and we were now on a roof of a 12 story building he came close and I wanted to end my life so after he took 3 steps I order him to stop I started feeling something warm down my cheeks and shizu-chan had a shocked face "f-flea ?!? Your crying ?!? "I didn't listen to the last part and told him , "hey shizu-chan did u have a bad childhood or do u even know how I feel when I protected so much people that I love and was thanked by pain do u know how it feels for a 10 year old boy been out of the FAM cuz his mother and father gave him 100000 dollars and his little sisters and a house and not mother and father my time to take care of grown up stuff do u know how it feels for ur mother and father say they hated u since u were born most teens would of killed but I stayed in made me suffer even more I just want to die from the pain shizu-chan u don't know nothing of what I done to u havnt u notice people with masks always there when we fight its BC I'm protect ing u from them every time they get close I come in and fight u so u don't see and they can go away I wanted u to know this before I take away my own life that ur a monster but not any monster my monster stay how u r and live as much as u can monster well then its about time to jump" I said all that and then the wind was blowing hard not tooooo hard but yeah so shizu-chan tryed to clam me but it won't happen" izaya don't do this think for a sec about the people who love u-" "people who love me ?!? And who will that be no one ,no one at all" there's a pool on this side so I decided to jump here so just in case I don't die from that I'll drown bye shizu-chan I jumped and shizu-chan jumped for me and hugged me tight warm but I pushed him" shizu-chan no don't get hurt" shizu-chan put a finger on my lips and whispers "I love u" with a warm smile and hugged me since were almost at the pool and SPLASH I forgot to hold my air so I sank when a black out next thing I remember is shizu-chan soft lips and hot air was inside me my lips and his were touching and I blushed red as I coughed out water and looked at him with wide eyes "shi-shizu-chan..?" I felt sleepy as I went to ran away but he held my hand and said "don't die" and I went to my house still blushing as hell and fell alseep in my bed