I've been wondering...
Bout your sudden irritation...
Your sudden quietness...
The sudden stress...
Sudden change...
Sudden distant...
Are you that busy?
Have your work finally take a toll on you?
Or you're just simply tired?
Or maybe...
Just maybe...
Is it me?
Have you finally grow sick of me?
Do you hate me now?
Am I still needed?
I miss you...
You're my friend...
My very first best friend...
Yet again,what am I to you?
Come to think bout it...
You've never declare our
relationship...
Were we friends?
Or just merely a worker and his employer?
Or like what you and your father had always say,
A Family?
Did you even sincerely said that?
Were you forced to?
Are we even friends now?
Have you finally regret it,to took me in?
Am I that hateful?
I miss you...
A lot...
Your bright smiles...
Your contagious laughter...
Your bubbly fluffy characters...
Your pure innocent eyes smiles...
Your natural calming affections...
And to be honest,
I just simply miss you...
Just you...
I could never get use to this...
This new side of yours...
Mature?
I don't think so...
You look stressful,nothing near maturity...
What have we become?
No more morning wishes...
No more goodnight lullabies...
No more family-like breakfast...
No more...
YOU !
We live in the same house...
Sleep in the same room...
Eat on the same table...
Breathe the same air...
Yet,,we're so distant...
There's only one thing I want to know....
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What's with the sudden change of heart?
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~XOXO~
^~^,
HaNa