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Part 1.
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Alisha POV
Ky chuckled as the nurses flirted with him. I couldn't help but laugh because he thought it was funny how his nurses was tryna run up on him.
I shook my head while I threw his bag over my shoulder.
He was finally getting out of the hospital today. It took two weeks for his leg to be strong enough to even be on crutches. I was very excited for him.
He looked at me with a genuine smile on his face that got bigger.
I was still smiling from his reaction to the nurses.
I was taking him home from the hospital to make sure he gets there safely and okay.
Everybody said they would stop by his apartment later but I was the one who wanted to take him home, plus everybody hoped that I would be the one to do it so we could be together alone.
As he talked, I stared at him without even caring.
Ky is so damn fine 😩. I miss everything about him.
He had on a dark blue Hollister sweat outfit and since I came here after work... I had on a baby, light pink blouse that had a grey undershirt under it with black business pants. I also had on tan heels with my hair down and curled loosely.
Ughhh... Let me get it together.
He spoke with all of his surgeons, physicians and nurses before we headed towards the exit.
I already pulled my car around and put all of his stuff inside.
I patiently strolled with him while listening to the sound of his crutches clicking against the floor.
He was doing way better.
He doesn't even need his sling anymore, he still has to do a small breathing treatment from his lung and chest injuries. He still has to put ointment on his burn and keep it wrapped but other than that... He was good.
"You excited?" I asked him smiling with a glance.
He grinned while looking at the floor as he continued to move.
I giggled. "I'll take that as a yes".
He chuckled.
"It's gonna be different being back to normal again" he added as he looked up to the exit door that was right infront of us.
We stepped outside and he breathed out, relaxed.
I smiled to myself as I grabbed the keys to unlock my car.
It beeped before I went to open the passenger door and the back door to put his crutches in.
"Still got Old Red?" He asked smiling at me.
He was talking about my camaro. I've had this car forever.
"Yep" I said with a laugh. "Ight come on" I added as I stood in a stance to help him get in the seat.
He put both his crutches in one hand before setting them against the car and got closer to me on his one leg. His bad leg had a huge restraint type cast over it to keep it straight.
He has to practice bending it without weight on it and standing on it, but that's when he's at home.
He got closer to me and wrapped his arm around my neck as my arm placed itself around his muscular lower back to guide him.
I almost got lost in what I was doing because he was so close to me.
I cleared my throat and wrapped my other arm around him to slowly turn his body.
He hopped on his leg lightly before he started to sit down into the chair.
He suddenly put his hand out to grab onto something.
"I gotchu" I reassured him.
He put his hand back where it was and sat completely in the seat with my precise guidance.
He breathed out.
"See? I told you I gotchu" I said seriously with a laugh.
A smile remained on my face before I helped him guide his leg properly and comfortably in place.
He than let out a tired breath with his head against the seat and his eyes closed.
I giggled and closed the door, not before hearing him laugh at hisself of course.
I put his crutches in the backseat before I got in on the driver's side.
We started strolling as we talked about his experience and how excited he was to be back as his usual self.
He realized that I missed the exit to his house and he looked at me confused.
"Where we going?" He asked.
I couldn't help but laugh.
"You trust me?" I asked with my eyebrows raised and a suspicious smile.
He looked at me for a second before looking away while shaking his head to hisself.
"Still adventurous Alisha" he spoke to hisself with a laugh.
I couldn't help but smile to myself as I watched the road. He used to always call me that because I always wanted to do random things at random times.
I never thought I would hear him say that again but it was reassuring to hear him say it after all this time.
Something so small and simple could mean so much.
I eventually pulled up to the destination. I looked at him and smiled as I clicked my seatbelt.
He exploded with excitement when he realized where we were.
I laughed as I grabbed my purse before I got out.
Waffle House.
This was our spot. We would always go here before anywhere else when we were still... Something.
I got his crutches out of the backseat before I heard his door open.
He was excited as fuck and I couldn't blame him. All that hospital food for that long... I would cash Waffle House out right now if I was in that situation.
That's why we were here, I couldn't just let him eat that hospital food for so long and than just take him home from the hospital without feeding him.
That's coldblooded.
I helped him get out before he happily grabbed his crutches.
"Come on girl!" He said excited as he started to crutch to the entrance.
I smiled at his happiness.
"I'm comin. I'm comin..." I spoke as I began to walk behind him.
*2 Hours Later*
"Imma pay you back" Ky spoke with his hand on his stomach.
"It's fine!" I giggled as I switched lanes to get off of the freeway. "I told you to think of it as a coming home present" I added with a laugh as we came to a brief stop sign.
He was talking about how I paid. I had no problem with it.
He remembered that he forgot his wallet in his bag when it was time to pay... I was glad about that because he needs to be treatedd sometimes and he also needs to feel special atleast sometimes.
Plus he also knows, I don't like when people pay for me so he wanted to pay even more.
He ate a lot, which I expected. When we were together, we always grubbed.
We always talked, joked and caught up like old times.
As he continued to argue with me about it for a minute, I pulled up to his apartment.
It got quiet for a minute on both of our parts... This meant we had to separate.
I parked and took the key out of the ignition. So many memories came back as I looked at his apartment.
I looked down for a second to get it together to get positive again.
"You excited to be back home?" I asked smiling as I looked at him.
He was blinking slowly as he stared at the apartment complex.
He was sad.
I leaned over and kissed his cheek.
"You'll get used to it again. Don't worry" I spoke encouragingly before I got out.
I went to the backseat and trunk to get all of his stuff out.
"You can just stay here if you want while I take all this up" I spoke to Ky.
He didn't look at me, he just looked down in his lap and started to play with his fingers.
It made me sad to see him act like this suddenly.
I breathed out as I grabbed his bags and brought them up the cement stairs. I had his keys in my hand as I unlocked the door.
I opened the door with anticipation.
I grabbed his bag and slowly pushed the door open.
Everything was the same but the vibe was very different.
I couldn't help but look around for a second as memories rushed over me like a sudden tsunami.
I became overwhelmed with emotion that I had to get out quickly or I was gonna cry.
I quickly got out and took a breath of fresh air before I went back down to get the rest of his bags.
I brought them all up over the lapse of a couple trips.
As I took glances at Ky... He looked like something was heavy on his heart.
I didn't know how to address it without crossing the line with our new relationship... We almost kissed a couple days ago.
I had to stop my thoughts of lust before I got too hot.
I grabbed the last Nike bag and breathed out in quiet fatigue before I took it up the stairs for the last time.
I sat it neatly in the living room before I went back down the stairs.
I had to help Ky get up the stairs now.
I opened his door as unstardling as I could. He was blinking slowly and I knew something was weighing in on him.
I frowned.
"What's wrong?" I asked. I couldn't not ask anymore. It was part of me to ask somebody what was wrong if there was something wrong.
I knew he couldn't lie to me.
"Everything" he mumbled simply back.
I breathed out and hugged him. I ran my hands over his back to soothe him and calm him down.
He needed to be relaxed.
After awhile he was better.
I began to help him out and we headed towards the stairs.
It was gonna be very difficult.
"You can do it" I motivated him.
He gave me a weak smile for my encouragement and I returned it.
We went up the stairs together and it took about 10 minutes.
After that, he was exhausted.
I stood outside for a second when he went in.
"You can come in if you wa-" He started but I stopped him.
"No it's okay" I spoke with a weak laugh.
I already got him some water and sat it where he was gonna sit, along with his bag.
I knew he would want something in them when he sat down. I put them in arms reach for him.
I wanted to take care of him the way that I always did but I couldn't now.
I wanted to do his laundry, cook for him, redo his bandages and hold him.
I wanted to all around take care of him the way I always used to but those days were over now and I had to accept it.
I kissed his cheek and hugged him.
"I'll see you around?" I asked with my eyebrows raised.
He looked at me while blinking slowly for a second.
"...Yea" He eventually whispered.
"Okay... Call me if you need anything!" I said as I headed towards the stairs.
"Alisha..." I heard his deep voice say to get my attention.
I turned around.
He blinked at me slowly for a second. His facial expression was so soft and gentle.
"Thank you" he said softly.
I gave him a warm smile before I turned back around to go down the stairs.
I breathed out with a frown.
I just wanted to be with him... Even if we weren't talking at all.
I just needed his presence and feel close to him.
He wasn't hisself and that worried me.
And I don't think Monè even knows where he lives... Ky has always been weird about that.
He don't trust people and that's understandable but I mean if you've been with her for months and months, and she STILL don't know where you live... Don't that say somethin?
Ky POV
I sadly looked around my apartment slowly, as if there were any changes.
I was empty again.
When we pulled up, the feeling came back and I wasn't ready for it.
I also didn't want to leave Alisha... At all.
I feel like I had to move extra slowly when she was helping me so she could stay as long as she could and touch me as long as she could.
I breathed out as I looked around.
I had all the money I could ever want. Any houses, any car, anything. But I wasn't happy.
I could be deadass broke, eating Top Ramen and living in the ghetto but if I had Alisha... I was boolin...
Perfectly happy.
I didn't want her to leave.
She left my life for months and came back into it when I got hurt but this was a different kind of leaving.
Alisha found her apartment already but I didn't want to hold her back from being happy. She had her whole life planned out... I just didn't know how I could possibly change those plans.
I slowly unstrapped the straps on my leg restraint to let my abused leg get some air.
I still didn't even want to look at it.
When I lost it and Alisha held me... I just- My thoughts were cut off by my phone ringing.
It was Carter.
I answered it and he started venting. I just told him he needed to come over so we could talk.
He quickly agreed and hung up.
He showed up about 30 minutes later.
He looked very distraught.
He started explaining what he was trippin about and what happened.
So I guess Shay flinched a couple times today in her sleep when Carter was holding her and he was just really emotional about it.
More emotional than usual about situations like these.
"Fight for what the fuck you want blood!! I have to fight with this urge everyday... You think it doesn't hurt me that I have to deal with the consequences of the decisions that SOMEBODY ELSE made!? That hurts me every single fucking day" he ranted to me. I completely understood what his point was.
"Nigga ain't NOTHIN holdin y'all stupidasses back from being together. Y'all just finding a reason to be on some bullshit! Both of y'all needa stop being fuckin childish and fight for what you want cause it fasholly ain't gone come to you. You gone fuck around and let the love of yo life pass you by blood..." He spoke sincerely and simply.
I continued to absord and listen to him spit me the real...
Shay POV
*Next Day*
I was getting the food of the BBQ/party ready. It was Alisha's going away party.
My big booty biscuit was leaving the day after tomorrow... In the morning 😔
Uggghh.
I didn't want her to gooo.
I was so sad about it but I had to accept it. I understand what she meant when she said she lost herself.
My situation when I was in the hospital, Ky getting with Monè and still having to see them together.... And than Ky being in the accident.
I get it.... She needs to go... BUT I just wanted Ky to speak up so she would have a reason to stay.
She said when I get pregnant that she would come back for good but I wanted her to stay for everything else too.
My sister was too important to me to not be here for everything.
I guess I had to deal with it though...
I looked around Carter and I's decorated house to see happy people talking, laughing and having a good time.
Almost everybody was here except Alisha... She wanted the grand entrance honey.
I grab my ringing phone to see it's Alisha.
I smiled because our random conversations never get old.
"Wassup bitchhhhh" she sang in the phone before I even said anything.
I started laughing before we started talking.
Of course Ky came up in our conversation because I really didn't want to be selfish and tell her to stay but I knew she still loved him more than she possibly did before since she almost lost him, so why wouldn't I use that as another reason for her to stay?
"Y'all need to get this together before the wedding because this shit ain't gonna work" I spoke seriously as I wiped down the counter.
"Like this bitch is coming for whatever reason... Shit is irritating" I added, talking about Monè.
I guess they were still, actually together after what she did.
It enrages me to even think about her now... I must have been looking tense because I felt strong arms wrap themselves around my waist.
I felt myself ease up in Carter's arms.
"Relax" I heard his raspy, deep voice in my ear, giving me goosebumps.
He than started to kiss and suck on my neck. I tried my hardest not to moan.
Thank goodness our backs were to everybody and we were in a corner with loud music or everybody would've been looking at us crazy.
He started to slowly and carefully feel me up, I was turned on to the point where I let the phone in my hand sit on the counter as I closed my eyes to go through the sensations of my fiancé's affection.
I was breathing hard and trying not to moan but it was so mothafuckin hard.
He was sucking so softly and lovingly on my flesh as his hands roamed around sexily and comfortably.
He suddenly stopped and completely backed away from me.
I became almost enraged until I looked at him.
"I was tryna seduce you and I just seduced and fucked myself" he grumbled with a laugh.
I looked at his hands that were covering himself and he was completely erect. It was too big to cover.
I laughed hard as he tried to stiffly escape.
He made sure nobody was in his escape route before he left the kitchen and living room area.
I breathed out and adjusted myself.
It took me a minute to stop getting hot and bothered before I remembered I was on the phone with Alisha.
"Oh sh-" I stopped myself as I grabbed my phone quickly.
"Hello?" I asked in the phone.
"Damn girl!!.. Gettin me turned on and shit..." She said before trailing off and laughing.
I busted up laughing and blushing before we continued our conversation...
Ky POV
I slowly stepped into the house from the backyard.
It was nice to be around everybody again. All the goofy, loud family to all the badass yet harmless and adorable little kids.
I couldn't help but push my surfaced feelings back down. I was trying to keep them drowning so they didn't come to the surface today.
She was leaving... In two days.
Alisha Mason, the woman I was helplessly still very much in love with... was leaving and wasn't coming back.
My loving thoughts were cut off by DJ's small voice.
"Hey Uncwle!" He said excited while cheesing.
My heart warmed.
"Hey buddy!!" I said as I picked him up.
He talked to me about his daycare, toys and his favorite... Cars.
It's refreshing to talk to people who still believe in things like pretend, fairies and things that aren't real because it reminds me that there's still positive experiences even if their fake.
Adults are always business, business, business. Children are special because they take you to a place where only imagination can take you... And quite frankly, adults don't have one.
I continued to talk about how the tooth fairy was going to visit him when his first tooth came out because he was scared about it.
He grew excited when I told him what he was gonna get under his pillow.
I told him it was a secret and he got excited because he liked when he was trusted with secrets.
I chuckled and was cut off by sudden even louder noise.
I look up to see Alisha.
My heart fell through the floor and my body tingled at the sight.
My mouth dropped at how naturally gorgeous she was.
She had on a long white, strapless dress that looked amazing against her gorgeous chocolate skin. She had on light grey heels. Her hair was in a long ponytail and she barely had makeup on... Just the way I like it.
I found myself being really nervous with my hands sweating.
DJ squealed excitedly and wiggled out of my arms. I guided him towards the ground and he sprinted off like a missal.
I cleared my throat because I needed to get it together... But Alisha was all I could see right now.
She was so beautiful.
My heart was so warm and I was okay again...
I smiled a little to myself.
"Tell her Ky. I would hate for you to miss such a blessed opportunity" Derek said seriously with Darnell nodding behind him.
I slightly just waved them off even though they knew that I know that they were right.
I looked over at adorably pregnant Sydney who was smiling at my reaction.
I shake my head a little, making her giggle as I look at Alisha come towards my direction.
She came straight to me and kissed my cheek before she hugged me for a minute.
She smelled so damn good that I closed my eyes to take in the moment.
I breathed out.
"I hope your doing better" she said as she slowly started to separate with our hands still comfortably on eachother.
Nobody else was on my mind or mattered right now but her.
She gave me a warm smile before she moved on to greeting everybody else.
I breathed out a breath of relaxation as I sat back in a chair.
I was so fucking in love with that woman that it literally makes me sick...
Alisha POV
I stepped into Shay's huge house to see everybody coming towards me, bombarding me with hugs and kisses, along with questions and desperation for me not to leave.
I felt bad but I had to stay with the mindset of 'I have to do what I have to do'...
It still didn't make it was any easier though.
After I talked to everybody, they went back to what they were doing.
I see my uncles and big cousins BBQ'ing outside in the backyard, and my aunties and sisters cooking in the kitchen.
"Sorry I took so long! I was still putting stuff in boxes" I explained with a laugh as I headed to the living room.
Where was Ky?
I looked around and spotted him sitting down in the living room.
I felt my heart jump around in my chest and my body get tingly from the view of his fineself.
I went over to him first before anybody else who was in the living room and kissed his cheek before hugging him tightly for a minute.
I needed to be touched by him in one way or another.
I felt like I could breathe again...
*4 Hours Later*
"Okay present time!!" Shay yelled bringing in as many presents in her hand as she could.
What? What the hell... Presents for what?
The party was damn near over. It was like 1:30 in the morning and I was hella tired.
I couldn't help but laugh.
"Y'all didn't have to bring me presents!" I exclaimed making them all laugh.
I started going through presents after presents after presents.
I got a lot of new home stuff and jewelry.
It was really sweet of them to get me things even though I don't really like accepting gifts.
Shay and Carter came over to me so nobody could hear them.
"We didn't get you hashtag nothin because we know your not going anywhere" Shay said in my ear.
Carter was on the other side.
"Yep. So until your physically there...." They both laughed a little, I including me. "Than we'll get you a present" Carter said before they hugged me extra, extra tight making me bursts out in laughter.
I see Shay high five Carter before he slapped her ass.
I laughed and shook my head.
Gotta love them 😊
I got to my last present and it was a big gift.
I could tell it was some type of picture.
I looked at the tag and it was from Ky... I looked at him and he had a small smile to himself.
I grinned and proceeded to open it.
I slowly tore the paper all the way down... I realized what it was and was in shock.
I stared at it for a second and let my emotions surface to my eyes.
I knew what this meant.
I put it down next to my chair and put my face in my hands and my elbows on my knees.
Everybody erupted in "awwwee".
I slowly got up with my hand on my face and went over to Ky.
I didn't give a fuck that Monè's bitchass was standing next to him.
I wrapped my arms around him as I continued to cry.
"Awwwe. Don't cry" he said with a chuckle before I felt the side of my head being kissed sweetly.
This gift was so meaningful....
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Sorry for any mistakes y'all. I was falling asleep this entire time lol but imma update Part 2 when I get back from the DMV tomorrow. I got in a fight just now and am tired af. It shouldn't take as long as it usually does, all I gotta do is change my license address. I had to fix the huge scene in the next chapter ;)
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Part 2 coming toward.
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