Days were flowing in a blink...
Sanyu ws recovering slowly n steadily..
Now she cud walk widout ny support..
But slowly n steadily...
Relation between rd n hs parents were same..
He ws still disowned by dem...
He used stay alone...
Rd used to wake up earlier than sanyu...
Did his morning chores n leave to college more early...
He used to come late than usual..
Sanyu ws hell pissed of by his unusual behavior...
He didnt at all try to conversate wid sanyu....n she did desperate attempts to make him open up wid her...
But now he hs became mr.india...
Parth used to visit her daily along wid kanu , kausto , jiggy...
Slowly slowly she got to kno her previous life frnds college ...
But one person i wanted to know is not at all bothered to look at me ...
I don't know wat clashes r between him n my inlaws ...i dont want him to share wid me but still i want to kno him ,feel him...but sigh*
----------------
Renuka maa came to give me my dinner n meds...
She is a caring n loving mom..
I dnt feel like m at my inlaws..
Dey love me like der own daughter..
Den why der equation wid rd is not good is a big question....!!
She started feeding me d food...
"Umm mom...."
"Haan beta"...she smiled
"Randhir kaha hai?...bohot din hue hai..maine unhe thik se dekha tak nahi...."
But she got engrossed in hr feeding session giving a deaf ear to my words..
.
"Bachha dont talk while eating"...she chipped caressing my cheeks...
I smiled n ate morsel after morsel fed by her....
Again i asked hr same question as my dinner ws over...
"Mom....rd kaha hai...kuch batakar gaye hai kya....?" I asked hopefully to get an answer atleast now....
"Sanyu tune woh badiwali capsule dekhi hai kya....mil nai rhi mujhe...." She avoided my question yet again ....
"Mom....rd" ....but she again interrupted me in b/w....
"Bachha kal tere stitches khul jaenge...dr. ki appointment hai...tu kal jldi ready hona...."
She handed me d meds n ws leaving but i held her wrist....
She turned back....
I asked her to sit in frnt of me....
I held her hands in mine....
"Mom....main jab bhi randhir k baare mei baat krti hun toh sab chup kyu ho jaate hai...."???
"Beta tu yeh kya bol rhi hai..."
she chipped widout meeting my gaze...
"Mom...maine dekha hai hospital mei bhi koi unse baat nahi karta tha....akele khade rehte the ek corner mei..."i chipped wid slight moisture in my eyes...
"Mom...dad mom papa parth koi unse kuch baat nai karta...".i complained..
"Mere discharge ki formalities bhi parth ne puri ki...jabki rd wahi the...kyu mom....aisa kya hua hai ki aap unka chehra bhi dekhna pasand nai karti..."!
She kept looking at me as if i ws asking something wrong...
"Mom bolo naaa....pls..."
She cleared her throat n caressed my hairs....
"Beta main abhi tumse bas yehi bol sakti hun ki...."
she took a deep breathe n continued "jitna ho sake utna rd se durr raho...." N she took a leave....
"But hez my husband mom how can i live widout him"?.....i whispered...
She heard dat n stopped at her tracks...
I think she ws crying....!!
She left widout uttering a word...
Leaving me in a big question...
Why shud i stay away frm my own husband......???
------------------------
Rds pov:
I decided to stay away frm hr...
Fr dis i started attending college...
In studies , lectures ,assignment , projects , notes....
I dont want to face her n again give rise to my guilt....!!
M still guilty about my act...
But still to stay frm dat tension i got engrossed in d college..
My gang approached me to ask many questions about my whereabouts since a month...
But i give a damn to der questions..
One glare n der mouth is shut...
For now i dnt want to dig my misdeeds n remember my bad sins....
I requested dem to stay away frm me as much as possible.....
----------------
Sanyus pov:
Hey Parth... hiie kanu...i grinned whn i saw dem entering my room..
Hiie sanyu ...kaisi hai ab?? ....parth asked
M fyn....tum log yaha...I asked
Madam aaj tere stitches khulnewale hai...toh we r visiting hospital... renu aunty ne call kiya tha....kanu answered....
Ohh...!! I said
R u ready....? file ..meds reports sab le liya....?? i heard parth asking me while packing my stuffs..
Umm woh parth....rd...rd kaha hai...kuch pata hai??
...college jaate hai kya...tumhe toh pata hoga naa...??.i asked him hoping dat atleast he ll answer me...
But my luck... he avoided my questions like mom....
Sanyu tune ye tablet li...??he chipped checking my file..
I looked at kanu....even she ws quite...
Sanyu main kuch puch raha hun...answer de....? ??he asked me again..
Maine bhi tujhe kuch pucha...did u answered me....??No naa ...thn why shud i answer u...??.i spat rudely...
Why these peoples r hell bent to avoid my questions whn it is related to rd...
I saw parth coming towrds me ...
Chale sanyu....he asked coldly
M not coming...i spat rudely folding my hands across my chest...
Sanyu kya bachpana hai ye...chal ...he chipped
Parth i said m not coming....if u dnt care about me thn evn i dnt...I was angry by now...
Sanyu ofc we care fr u....tere stitches aaj khulenge....jaldi nahi gaye toh...
But i cut him in b/w
"Parth i can bear physical pain but i cant handle emotional pain....
kaha hai rd pls mujhe bata....i m tensed bohot din ho gaye hai woh ghar nahi aaya...."
i sobbed keeping my palms on my face...
It ws difficult to control my tears...which m holding for days....
Kanu n parth rushed to me ...
"Sanyu chup dnt cry...pls" ...dey tried to stop my sobs...
"Parth if u want me to stop crying n come wid u thn tell me where is rd....plz
I begged in front of him in between my sobs....
He sighed at my stubbornness...
"Sanyu...woh...rd college mei hi hai...
Umm...padhai karta hai...lec attend karta hai...project bhi karta hai...
Hez fit n fyn...." parth mouthed in a least interested tone..
A sudden happiness of d news of his well being rushed on my face...
I ws happy & relieved at same tym to hear dat hez fine...
But suddenly parths eyes became red..
"sanyu listen to me....u will stay away frm dat blo*** rd..."
he literally yelled at me wid his blood shot eyes....
I ws confused...
What has rd done dat everybody hates him to d core.....
------------------------