I hate the way I can not speak with out your name spilling out of my mouth,
Everyone around me has growned tired of
The stories I tell about you & I
With so little time spent together, I never
Have words to run out of.
I hate the way your eyes, undress
My feelings whenever you stare at me,
Like they are just waiting for me to
Unfold every deepest secret I ever kept hidden away.
I hate the way that you smile at me,
Making me weak in the knees, submitting to your hearts every desire.
And most of all I hate the way that I can not exist without you,
Because I built every moment on surviving with you..