Sometimes you just have to let all your feelings out.Don't wait for too long because it might be too late. Just try taking chances because if you don't you'll never be able to fulfill your dreams and ambitions.Do what you feel is right and forget what other people who can't see your rise say.
Remember you have a spark in you.
Take all the advices you want to and try and keep trying to be better but never try to be too perfect can't No one's perfect andd trying to be perfect will only lower your self-esteem and put you down. Don't take a lot of pressure on yourself. Just be happy and try to keep calm and go on. Be patient as-
"Patience is the key to success"