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JESSICA'S POV:
I was on the phone with Kacey.
CONVO:
Kacey: Hey gurl! How are you? And hows tour?
Me: Hey! And im okay, and tour's ..well, eh.
Kacey: Oh no, what happened?
i told kacey what happened and she just was shocked.
Kacey: Wait, so you haven't talked to him since the plane? Thats like 3 days ago? Are you guys even on the bus yet?
Me: Yup, 3 days. No talking to him. And no, not yet. Were staying at a hotel until later tonight.
Kacey: Wow. I can't believe you went that long! I really think you should talk to him, i gotta go. Coming Josh!
Me: Wait, Josh? I thought you were mad at him..
Kacey: Not anymore. Well i gotta go! Were going to see a movie! Bye!
She hung up the phone.
END OF CONVO*
Maybe she was right, I should talk to Niall. I was currently sleeping in Harry's hotel room, because there was only three, so Louis was nice and slept in Niall's room.
Everyone was gone except Niall and I, no, we weren't talking. We were just there. In seperate rooms.
It was around 3 o clock and we slept in because we could, so i still had sweats and a t-shirt on. It was a superman t shirt and grey sweatpants.
I got up and walked out to Niall's room. I stood infront of it for like 5 minutes debating whether or not to go in. Kacey would be telling me too. Drew telling me not to. Josh not even caring. Their voices ecohed through my head.
It's okay Jess, just , lift your hand up and ..knock.
Don't do it, you'll regret it.
Can we just do something so we can go home?
I missed them, all. A lot. 30 seconds of courage Jess! Lift your hand up and just knock. I counted to thirty and knocked.
NIALLS POV:
I should really talk to Jess, but i just..can't. I don't know what I would say, or do. I just really liked her and didn't want to mess it up again, so i just wanted to give her time.
Just then,i was snapped out of my thoughts. Someone knocked on the door. Hm, guys must be home?
I walked up and opened the door. Jess?
"Jess?" I asked confused about what was going on..
"Hey. We need to talk.. " She said and I motioned her in.
JESS'S POV:
I was so nervous and my hands were sweating like crazy. I just need to get this off my chest.
"Niall..im really sorry. i just overreacted and i should've let you talk. And i wanted to go on a date with you, but i just know that the date leads to hate, hate leads to sadness, and sadness leads to regret, and regret leads to whatever. I don't know.."
Niall started to lean in, and i think he was going to kiss me, but he didn't. He just hugged me. I was realy happy he didn't kiss me, i would've just been upset. I didn't hesitate to hug back. I already get hate now, and if they see us on a date i dont know, things will be crazy.
"Jess?"
"Yeah?" I ask wondering where hes taking this conversation
"You know i will help you get through the hate right? I'll never say any of it's true, it's not. I promise. " He said and my heart that i just recently found out i had, melted.
"O-okay. I'll go on a date with you.." I said . I don't regret it. He looked so happy and If he's happy, so am I.
"Okay, let's go."
"Wh-at? Where? Now?"
"The arcade! Yes now come on!" He said taking off his shirt, and putting a clean one on.
"Ill go get ready then.." I said walking over to my room, making my way to the suitcase.
I put on a pair on white ripped skinny jeans, and a shirt that i cut, that said free hugs, with a tube top, the short things that look like a sports bra. I also grabbed my purple and black jordans and put them on. I walked out and Niall was ready, and waiting.
"You look great, ma lady' " He said offering an arm making me blush.
"Thanks Niall.."
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When we got to the arcade we played a few games, like shooting, racing, that dance game, which i won, and now skeeball.
Im horrible at skeeball so lets see how this goes. I took the ball and swung it up, letting go. It ended up rolling out.
"Uh, whoops." I said as i ducked when it came out.
"Let me help you."
Niall put an arm around me and guided my arm. Hm, i ended up getting a hundred.
"Thanks.." I said blushing, trying to hide it. I could feel Niall's smirk at me, proud he can make me blush.
About an hour later we went home and i forgot to check my phone. Oh no.
Harry- 3 missed calls
Liam- 4 missed calls
Louis- 1 missed call and 3 texts
Zayn- 2 missed calls
Aaron- 1 missed call and 1 text
Ethan- 11 missed calls and 6 texts
"Uh oh.." I said, the guys must have called Aaron and Ethan , wondering where we went?!
"Look." I said showing Niall my phone.
"Oh , we gotta get home."
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When we got home Liam was walking around nervously .
"WHERE WERE YOU GU- " Louis cut himslef off.
"Wait, are you guys together?"
"No." I answered quickly. What? We weren't ..
"Were you on a date?" Harry asked nudging Niall in the side.
"Yeah" Niall said blushing.
Aw. Too cute.
I better call Ethan.
And he's not going to be happy.
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me: But Ethan! Were on tour!
Ethan: I DONT CARE! IF YOU'RE GOING ON DATES WITH HIM I WANT TO MEET HIM!
Me: Why can't you be more like Aaron? You're freaking out over something that there is no need to freak out about.
Ethan: Whatever just, when you get back, i wanna meet him.
Me: Thats a long while.
Ethan: Come when you have off
I just hung up. I was furious with him.
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You know, whenever I got mad at Ethan, I would sing my favorite song at the moment. I loved to sing. But that all changed when i people at school were telling me I wasnt good , and could never make it. I could rap, country, pop, rock, you name it. I could sing all of it, i just never thought i had a good voice.
I got my laptop out and typed the words 'heartattack by demi lovato ' in. The music came on and i joined the lyrics.
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Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack
Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough
When I don’t care
I can play ‘em like a Ken doll
Won’t wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes, you make me so nervous
And I just can’t hold your hand
You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m
Puttin’ my defences up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x3]
Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help
It's just not fair
Pain's more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you make me so nervous
And I just can’t hold your hand
You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m
Puttin’ my defences up
'Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x3]
The feelings are lost in my lungs
They’re burning, I’d rather be numb
And there’s no one else to blame
So scared I take off in a run
I’m flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames
You make me glow, but I cover up
Won’t let it show, so I’m
Puttin’ my defences up
‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I’d have a heart attack [x5]
I finally stopped singing and was having a lot of fun. I heard a bunch of clapping and looked over.
"You're Really good!"
"You never told us you could sing" I cant.
"Wow, you're amazing!"
"Great job!"
"You have to open a concert for us! 5SOS wont mind one song!"
What? I wasn't even good, im never embarrassing myself like i did in high school.
"no." I simply stated, all their faces falling.
"What? Why not! " Louis litterally pouted. He stomped his food like a 5 year old little boy.
"I'm not a good singer, ill never ever make it. I am just another girl who likes to sing, just one without a good voice. I've heard it all before.." I said as all the bad memories flew back into my head. A single tear fell down my cheek.
"You're a great singer! I don't care what the kids from school said, because it's not true! We want you to open up. Please, all of the directioners from your old school will see, and they'll all know they were wrong. Living the life on the road with 5 popstars, and were living the life on the road with a beautiful girl who will become a popstar. Please," Niall begged me . I couldn't say know. And he's not wrong, all the popular girls were directioners. They go to the concert every year, and This is where they always went. They'll be there. I have to do this. Not for them, but for me.
"Okay, I'll open. "
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YAY. ;D SHES A SINGER SECRETLY.
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