We srarted out with the promise of a friendship that would never end because that's where we were headed. What happened between now and then, I never seem to get it.
One minute we're close then the next we're far apart. If that's how you feel why weren't you clear from the start?
You see my loyalty is tight from the beginging to the end. Yes sometimes it gets shaky, but wounds always to mend.
What is this to you, this bond that we share? Because for me to always be by your side and you leave me in the dirt just doesn't seem fair.
You mess with me and cut deeper than you realize. I see it right in front of me, but deny what I see with my heart's eyes.
We need to stand firm and catch eachother if we fall. But you turn from me and forfit when I'm open to catch the ball.
Most of the time I ignore it because I don't want to ruin what is dear to me. But what's dear to me just doesn't seem so evident to you as it used to be.
Growing up is a part of life I truly don't understand. Yes you're growing, but at what price from my hand?
Don't forget me or leave me behind or try to drag me along. Becuase my resolve is disapperaing and I fear I won't be able to hold it for too long.
I do have my faults, but you're not here to help. This loneliness is something I wish I had never felt.
I'm putting myself out here to you because all those years mean just as much. I need to slow down now because my heart's begenning to clutch.
Tears are in my eyes and I don't know how to handle it. My wound is opening up, will you permantly bandage it?
These wounds you can heal like only a friend can. So will you fix this with me or forever let our friendship disband?
I'm putting all this on paper because I don't know how to say, "Don't let what we have die, because I truely rue the day."