Can you fix me?

Lexi is broken

Hi my name is Lexi and my whole life I have been made fun of , I've been a fat kid all my life . But what most hurt is that everytime i fell in love the guy would always be like " ew you a fat ugly bitch !" it hurt alot , always loosing people i care & always crying. I started cutting and i realize that i was hurting my mom . So i had stopped , when i turned 17 i stood in front of the mirror and cut my stomach. I had my music really loud so no one would hear my screams and cry's. That was until i cut to deep and i was yelling , the blood slowly dripped down my stomach. My next door neighbors were outside when they heard me scream & yell in pain . They ran into my house and kicked down my room door. Right before i fell to the floor i saw my best friends eyes over flowing with tears... I lost everyone i loved that day everyone hated me and i was left to fend for myself the only thing i gained was a scar across my stomach. Once i turned 18 i left to live in London..