I could feel the tears coming
I know that once they start
they wouldn't stop
and its all because of him
his smile
his eyes
the way we fight
the way he can make me laugh with out trying
just seeing him can make my heart jump
but its not like he cares
or even notices me
but why does it matter
his just one guy
one out of the hundred million guys in this world
why him
tears slowly but surely roll down my face
tears of sadness
tears of anger
tears of the unknown
tears that I had been holding back for so long
tears that had just won the war
that I had been so scared to lose
but it was to late
I had broken down
you could say I'm broken inside
but I will never let that show on the outside
I can't let my friends or family see me like this
no I'm stronger then that
the tears came down faster then ever
it felt like it would never stop
only time can tell