Feb.04
so this is the day i've decided to start moving on. Yesterday i cried so hard because of the pain i can't bear anymore, i cried and cried and cried, and got tired. My friends are there to comfort me, our friends i should say. I told him everything i wanted to tell him and it feels so light. right now i miss him big time but that can't help me now. I need to focus, for me to become better and for us to be okay.
all this pain, all this hardship that i'm facing now, i'm giving it all to Lord God, because i know he can do better, i know he's the only one who can help me now, because i can't trust myself anymore. I'll just go on with my life and let God do everything, let God possess my body and mind to do what's just and right.
First Step of moving on: ask help from Him.