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Prologue
I am currently standing at a bus stop in the middle of nowhere. Well, somewhere, but nowhere in particular. I'm not even really sure how I ended up here exactly.
How did everything get so messed up? How did I allow myself to feel and do things that I never in a million years thought I would. Nothing ever really goes how we plan them and I realize that but I never in my life imagined things would get so messed up. Never in a million years...
I had the perfect life, so to speak. I had the guy, the family, the group of friends, the popularity but somehow I felt something was missing. I didn't know what at the time, that something was, and I didn't know how bad I needed it. That was until I found it, or it found me rather.
It's funny how things work out sometimes. You think that you're on top of the world then one little thing drags you down to the depths of the earth and buries you alive. At least that's how you feel.
You're probably confused right? Wondering what the heck I'm talking about... It's a long story so, why don't I just start from the beginning.