Tyler's POV
Self harm and suicide warning
I couldn't believe him. He thought he could go and kiss another guy just cause I made a stupid mistake?
All we did was..
And she called me daddy only three times..
Shit
I fucked up. I told him to die. I began panicking violently and I grabbed my phone
T: Josh don't die
I low you
I'm coming g
Don't die
I need yo u
Delivered
I rushed out of the house and bounced onto my bike, and began peddling quickly. I finally reached Josh's, placing my hand on his door handle. He'd left the door open
I rushed upstairs and headed straight for the bathroom
And there he was
Life less
Blood streaming on the floor
Cuts on his arms. Cuts on his legs
Cuts everywhere
I called 999 and checked his pulse, he was breathing. Slightly
"Josh please don't let go, I need an ambulance at (address), my.. Friend has tried to commit suicide I need an ambulance now!"
The sirens blared in the distance, tears streamer down my eyes as I grabbed his limp body. I headed straight to the kitchen, wrapping him up in bandages.
Paramedics rushed in and took him away from my arms
"You'll have to stay here"
I stood in silence, crying
I decided to go up to his bedroom and I opened his computer
I clicked on a folder named "Outakes"
"Hey my names Josh, but you can call me daddy! Oh my god, you can't post that"
"Tyler's pretty cute, I mean he can be an ass at school but I love him. I'd never cheat on him, he's too precious"
" 'When are you going to get a boyfriend?' When someone actually loves me? Oh that's a depressing answer"
"I wish he wouldn't smoke, I love him. I don't want him to die"
"Hey Brendon, I hope Ryan sucks your dick this year!"
"I want to go back to America so bad"
"Love you guys"
Endless videos played of Josh, Tyler sat crying, admiring him. A pit of guilt circled his stomach
Tyler Joseph told Joshua Dun to die
You're an idiot, you know that
Welcome back, old friend