Gracie pov
After that we walked up to his room
We plopped down on his bed
Gracie thats awesome you know i missed you at that time. You dont know how hard it was for me
Austin what do you mean?
Gracie i had a brother nick he died when he was two of sids
Austin whats sids??
Gracie sudden infant death syndrone
Austin oh!! That sucks and i am sorry for not being there for you
Gracie thats ok
I was staring down at my scars unfortuatly he saw
He pushed me onto the bed an got on top of me but not any way that was painful or gross
Austin whats this?
Uh oh hes mad
Gracie nothing
Austin do you cut??
Gracie when you cut and nick died it was my only haven so i would cut but one night tanner found me bleeding to death luckily no one but us was home he took me to the hospital where they gave me blood then tanner took me to classes that made me think i was crazy!!
Austin your to pretty to cut
Gracie no i am super ugly enough to cut
Austin no dont ever say that you are the prettiest girl i know i dont look at girls the way i look at you . Alex and you are my only friends because o singing i was homeschooled but i have some friends from sports and things like that. Hey your birthdays next week!!!
Gracie oh yay * sarcasum * i hate my birthday!!
Austin why??
Gracie because nick died on my birthday!
I started to cry austin pulled me onto his lap and cradled me in his arms
He started singing
Never let you go
They say that haters been sent so let loose the talk of love before they outlaw the kiss baby give me obe last hug theres a dream that ive been wishing oh so badly for it to be reality Cause baby when your with me its like an angel came by and took me to heaven
At the end
I fell asleep
Austin pov
Aww she fell asleep in my arms i kissed her head and set her down and layed next to her
Two hours later
She wakes up because her phone vibrates
Gracie uh oh i have to go
Austin why
Gracie something secret between me and my family! So bye love you
Austin plz dont leave
I was sad
Gracie pov
I feel bad
Gracie dont worry i will be back later maybe we could do something
I put on my flurty voice
He perked up
Austin ok love you to bye
Gracie bye
I walked home
The reason i had to leave was because i got a text from alex saying that he is bringing three of austins friends over to help plan his birthday party
I replyed ok
Fifteen minutes later
Alex katie austins friends jake nick and kayla were there his mom his sister and my brothers and me.
Gracie thanks for coming so what does austin like?
Kayla well he loves singing and dancing and baseball and basket ball and swimming
Gracie we could turn my house into a beach club and sports arena it is big enough
Alex that is an amazing idea
Gracie so alex and kayla could you do the guest list , mrs mahone could you keep austin away until thursday and bring some snacks and katie nick jake and molly ( his sister idk if that is her name) could you guys get the supplys and help get the music my brothers and i will do the rest ok?
Everyone ok
Gracie thanks for coming
They all left i texted austin
G hey wanna come over now
A sure be right over!
End of convo
In two minutes he was here
Austin so wanna watch a movie
Gracie yeah but lets go up to my room k
Austin k
When we got to my room i picked out three movies scream 4 despicable me and halloween
Austin seemed okay with it
Once we hit play i snuggled into austin's shoulder where he put his arm arround me and kissed my head then when a scary part came on i hid in his chest he was stroking my hair trying to sooth me an cooing soothing words
Austin it is just a movie i wont let anyone hurt you again
Gracie but how do you know that anyone wont hurt me?
Austin i am your boyfriend i know no one will try and hurt you cause if they do i will knock there teeth out of there heads
Gracie thanks
Half way into halloween i fall asleep and so does austin
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So when I wrote this it was a time in my life and I don't condone self harm. Please know that you are loved and people are happy that you exist. Don't ever forget that.