The Diary Of The Girl With AD...

By EyesOf_Lark

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The bullshit I wrote when I was in middle school/early high school. Starting from January 18, 2016 so I'm sta... More

My diary my biggest secert of 2016 Pt. 1
Fangirling and Cutting Pt. 2
Jacob-Senpai isn't at school today? Pt. 4
My ADHD Medicine wore off Pt. 5
Saturday daydream boredom Pt. 6
Lazy Sunday I think??? Pt. 7
Start of yet another boring school week! Pt. 8
Where is Jacob-senpai? Pt. 9
Jacob-Senpai you weren't eaten by Trey-Kun!!!:D Pt. 10
Master plain and Jacob-senpai won't love a girl like me! Pt. 11
Its friday gotta get down on friday!!! Pt. 12
Sea Shell Sea shell by the sea sure! Pt. 13
I WIN THE BET, YAY!!!! :D Pt. 14
Jacob-Senpai Trey-Kun is the one crazy friend we know! Pt. 15
Ronnie-Kun finds out my crush on Jacob-Senpai! D: Pt. 16
Jacob-Senpai knows!?!?!?!? D: Pt. 17
Jacob-Senpai is better looking then you Cameron-Kun!!! Pt. 18
Jacob-Senpai are you ok? Pt. 19
Bored out of my mind!!! D: Pt. 20
Lazy Movie Sunday YAY!!! Pt. 21
Didn't see Jacob-Senpai today?!?! Kori ended up as an idiot in the end! Pt. 22
Jacob-senpai why did you lie to me about liking some girls? Pt. 23
Jacob-senpai wants to get into some poor girls pants?!?!?! Pt. 24
Jacob-Senpai wants to sleep with Layla-Chan?!?!?! D: Pt. 25
The Valentine's Card for Jacob-Senpai!!!! Pt. 26
IM SO BORED!!!! Pt. 27
Valentines Day and Forever alone!!! Pt. 28
No school today!!! :D Pt. 29
Asking Jacob-Senpai out!!! D: Pt. 30
Jacob-Senpai doesnt want a girlfriend yet!!! Pt. 31
Jacob-Senpai isn't himself!!! Pt. 32
Pensacon Today with Ronnie-Kun!!! Pt. 33
Getting stuck in a ladder YAY!!! Pt. 34
Abby-Chan PLEASE DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE!!! Pt. 35
Abby-Chan probably did commit suicide!!!! Im crying!!! Pt. 36
Abby-Chan is Alive YAY!!! Pt. 37
Jacob-Senpai is back at school YAY!!! Pt. 38
Spring Dance on April 8, 2016? Will Jacob-Senpai Go??? Pt. 39
Rocks and Roll I Guess! Pt. 40
Re-Coloring my Hair Blue YAY!!! Pt. 41
Lazy Sunday YAY!!! NOT Really Got you KK!!! Pt. 42
Jacob-Senpai doesn't want to be friends anymore?!?! Just kidding!!! Pt. 43
Jacob-Senpai at School today Yay! Pt. 44
8th Grade Spelling Test, Oh Exiting YAY!!! Not!!!! Pt. 45
I want Chocolete Bar even though I don't like Chocolete!!! Pt. 46
Wow Jacob-Senpai I AM NOT a stalker, that just hurts! Pt. 47
The ONLY thing I am to Jacob-Senpai is a problem!!! Pt. 48
Me and My Girls! Pt. 49
I have my boy moments! Pt. 50
Asking Jacob-Senpai to the Spring Dance YAY!!! Pt. 51
Daydream YAY! Pt. 52
Jacab Isn't my 'senpai' for a LONG time! Pt. 53
Tell me where did I go wrong?!?!?! Pt. 54
Just Same Old Sunday YAY!!! Pt. 55
Lazy Sunday, I Think!?!?!? Pt. 56
Don't Wait!!! Pt.57
At times we all aren't perfect, trust me. Pt. 58
Jacob called me a slut!!!! Pt. 59
Smiling is The Best Kind of Revenge!!! Pt. 60
Jacob STOP being a douche bag!!! Pt. 61
Merp. Pt. 62
Merpy Merp Merp!!! Pt. 63
CreepyPasta YAY!!! Pt. 64
Life sucks without Jacob, oh yea I held Gator today!!! Pt. 65
Bored! Pt. 66
Disney Hollywood Studios!!! Pt. 67
Mini Golf! Pt. 68
Bored carride!!! Pt. 69
Easter! Pt. 79
Im NOT a bitch!!! Pt. 71
Jacob thinks I should go stab myself and die! Pt. 72
What the hell did Jacob?!?! It looks hilarious!!! Pt. 73
Do I look like I care??? Pt. 74
April Fools??? Pt. 75
Hair Color YAY!!!! Pt. 76
Lazy Sunday YAY!!! Pt. 77
Flashbacks. Pt 78
Jacob I miss you. Im sorry for everything. Pt. 79
Im trying, I want to feel like I matter and feel "ok" again! Pt. 80
Dance tomorrow and Cutting hair??? Pt. 81
Dance Tonight YAY!!! Pt. 82
Bored YAY!!!! Pt. 83
Merp merp YAY!!!! Pt. 84
Jacob you idiot!!! Pt. 85
I Never Told Him Did I??? Pt. 86
That girl should have been me!!! Pt. 87
Im guessing Im giving up on him now!!! Pt. 88
I Seriously Don't Know Anymore YAY!!! Pt. 89
Breakaway I think? YAY!!! Pt. 90
What Do I Do Now YAY I Think? Pt. 91
Soul Made Of Iron. Pt. 92
I will get that ship to sail!!! Pt. 93
Till I forget about him! Pt. 94
I've got my little sister who I love more then anything!!!! Pt. 95
Shut Up. Pt. 96
Follow your dreams! Pt. 97
I wouldn't believe my eyes anymore! Pt. 98
Im here for you Forever & Always!!! Pt. 99
I dont know YAY!!! Pt. 100
Friends are Wroth More Then Gold!!! Pt. 101
That's When You Know. Pt. 102
Your Worth More Then Gold!!! Pt. 103
Connecting Them YAY!!!! Pt. 104
That's Better!!!! Pt. 105
This Isn't a Love Story! Pt. 106
Let Him Go. Pt. 107
Ethan my new senpai?!?! Pt. 108
Missing Ethan!!! Pt. 109
I don't know why anymore! YAY!!! Pt. 110
Missing Random Thimgs In TV Shows Right Now, YAY!!! Pt. 111
I can NOT believe he is telling me this, wow!!! Pt. 112
He Couldn't Have Enough! Lol!!! Pt. 113
Happy (NOT HAPPY) Birthday KK!!! Pt. 114
Nothing Important. Pt. 115
All My Music, YAY!!! Pt. 116
Who Cares What They Say, YAY! Pt. 117
Lazy Saturday, YAY!!! Pt. Pt 118
They'll Be Paralyzed! LOL!!! Pt. 119
I Count On You!!! Pt. 120
The Way I Cared About Her Is Now How I Care For You! Pt. 121
Inspired To Everyone!!! Pt. 122
He's Afraid!!! He Is Crushing On Me?!?!?!?! Pt. 123
He Is Extra Trestra!!! Pt. 124
I Can't Forget About You!!! Pt. 125
All I Am Is Loud!!! Pt. 126
That's Not What It's About!!! Pt. 127
Don't Forget Me! Pt. 128
It Frightened Me!!! Pt. 129
I Thought We Were A Team!!! Pt. 130
The Colors Of My Light!!! Pt. 131
Let The Story End NOW!!! Pt. 132
The Stitches Between You And I Aren't Strong Enough!!! Pt. 133
Haven't Really Done Anything That Cool Today! Pt. 134
Im NOT An Angel Of Darkness! Im An Angel Of Music!!! Pt. 135
I Made It Through Middle School! Pt. 136
Music Life And Jacob~Kun?!?! Pt. 137
Bisexual Pride Day, YAY!!! Pt. 138
Made To Be Here I Guess! Pt 139
Is It Really Worth Anymore?!?! Pt. 140
Thinking Hurts So Much!!!
Try To Be Happy KK!!! Pt. 142
Was I Really That Broken?!?! Pt. 143
I Don't Know Anymore. Pt. 144
Worth It!!! Pt. 145
Nothing done for today. Pt. 146
BORED TO DEATH!!! Pt. 147
Still BORED!!! pt. 148
Forgetting and Bored! Pt. 149
Freedom! Pt. 150
Nothing Really. Pt. 151
YAY NOTHINGNESS!!! 152
More Nothingness!!! Pt. 153
Meh? pt. 154
Sorry For NOT Updating. Pt. 155
Im Not As Straight As Mom Thought. Pt. 156
Life. Pt. 157

Student of the Month Pt. 3

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By EyesOf_Lark

January 20, 2016

Hey there Song bird,

It's me KK and today I saw Jacob-Senpai twice today. The second time was on the way to fifth period and we talked while walking and he had a candy wrapper and said,"Hey want a condom wrapper?" And I just gave him a 'are you kidding me right now? Are you seriously kidding me right now?' And I asked him if he had met any pretty girls this year. And my friend Caleb he has the prettiest shade of blue eyes I've EVER seen but Jacob-senpai is the best and besides I'm loyal and I kind of have a liking for Jacob-senpai and Caleb-Kun (kun means boy in Animes) was questioning me about the meatball-cake parties, scissor parties, and now how we all should be majestic butterflies and I had to explain to him that I had ADHD and Dyslexia. So yea it wasn't till now that I noticed how pretty the shade of blue Caleb's eyes are. But Jacob-senpai probably has a REALLY pretty shade of brown eyes. And my friend Ronnie scared the living crap out of me and he said that he had to know who my new senpai is because he promised my friend Maddie that he'll keep an eye on me and keep her updated about what I do and I refused cause I'm KK and its my personal life. I just wish Jacob-senpai would notice me soon because it's driving me crazy. And the song I'm currently obsessed with now is 'How about no' by Jordan Sweeto. And yea that's new and I really want Jacob-senpai to notice me REALLY badly and I want to know his eye color! I'm sorry if it sounds stalkerish but hey. Jacob-senpai is the best!

See ya tomorrow Songbird,
-KK 🎶🏹🎶

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