Pamela POV
I woke up in his arms I felt good last night was great I couldn't believe it when I see me love I'm thinking to myself I'm in love with Zayn Jawaad f****** Malik I can't get over the fact that I actually did that but then again if i upgrade and was truly wonderful he actually took the time out show me how much you care for me and that was really good because I have not felt that in a long time I mean it hasn't been a guy in a long time the last time I been with somebody was before my son's father walked out on us I want to make sure that everything is good and everything that's right I'm trying my best to love because it was so hurt since I've been hurt before but now I'm willing to open up again and he is telling you the one
Zayn wakes up morning beautiful how did you sleep last night I slept really good considering I had you against me and I have my phone with a gorgeous woman last night that I can trust and love for who she is and you do know that I have to make a choice between you and two other girls besides but you know that you are definitely one of my front runners like I've always said to you I don't want to hurt either one of you girls at all but I'm falling hard for you and that's the truth I can't deny my feelings towards you I have to let you know that
Pamela well thats good to know that you cannot deny your feelings because I cannot deny the fact that I'm falling for you as well I have have to tell you that up front and you have made my heart open up again since I met you and yes I understand well that you are going to be picking between me and two other girls and you have to follow your heart and stuff as well and I know that you do say you're falling for me which is good but who is this your feelings for the other girls was not stronger than what we just did but I'm thankfully glad that you actually made love to me because I felt very good and I'm proud to say I can actually do that I guess how many girls get the privilege of saying they were with you
Zayn how sweet and wonderful life anyway we better get up and have some breakfast and do what we have to do before we head back here often because once we get back I have to get ready to make a decision to which one of these three is going home but I have a feeling that's definitely not going to be you tonight for some reason after what we did last night I have to try to keep you around longer so I told you you're definitely one of my front runners I can tell you that much I'm getting stronger and I'm not about to let you go
Pamela well I'm looking forward to everything that you're going to do because if we are going to go a bit further and I do make it to the top 2 I'm really going to enjoy my time with you if I am to be in the one you pick I'm going to tell you right now that I'm going to love you unconditionally because that's what you're showing me right now and I haven't had that in a long time and I really appreciate it
Zayn well that's the way it's supposed to be when you fall in love with someone you supposed to love them unconditionally and know that they're going to be there for you and that's exactly how I feel when it comes to being around you and that's a lot of good facts that you know that I love you for you no matter what happens I just know that I do love you because I have got to follow which one I love the most I just need you to know that so I am definitely going to tell you this right now I am falling in love with you Pamela Walters
Pamela I'm truly happy to know that much I guess the fact that I know that you do care enough to want to keep me around is enough to keep me want to believe in love again and I understand of his insurance is not like you're dating one girl your eyes show trying to find the love of your life so yeah you're going to go through the girls and see how things are but I'm just praying and hoping that the end is going to be me I'm but if is not I am going to support the one that you pick and I am going to be here for you as a friend I'm always going to respect you no matter what
Zayn do you know because no matter what I want to have you in my life somehow because I want to have connection with you in a good way and you're worth being around and don't ever let anybody make you feel like you're worthless ever again because you are one of the most sweetest powerful and nicest woman I have ever met cuz you've always been there you have been a strong woman because look how you're raising your son you have everything to love and to be you are one of the best girls out there and you have a good sense of humor and you know what I will always respect you for who you are now let's see who I will end up with I can't say for sure if it's going to be you or one of the other girls but I definitely can tell you this much time now I definitely feel like you're definitely going to be in my top 2
Later on that day it was time for everyone to get ready because we have to get ready for the rose ceremony I really hope things go well tonight because I really know is only down to three of us so who will heat it will be me and Kat will be me and Kim or will it be the other two girls I know that he had used please tell me that he was going to keep me in the talk to but you could always change is mine so was praying hope it goes right and I told me I will not hold that against something has to file has heart what does look up there anyway I'm looking forward to going out there tonight because I can almost see it felt great to make love to him last night I'm not gonna break about that I think the other girls because that's between me and him I'm not the type of girl to go around and shove stuff in peoples face I'm just going to hope and pray whoever wins is happy with him and he is happy with them and then let's go to see which one of us girls will be going home tonight
Zayn pov
It's time for me to go and figure out which one of those girls I said I was going to send home and I was right when I said I was going to send kim home because she is the one I'm sending home because I cannot get the right connection with her so is talking to the boys are there and they're on their way here to help me make a final decision between who I'm going to keep of the fun to next week which is good it's good to know that I can always count on the boys when I need them when the chips are down even though I had left the band they're still there for me which is a great to know now that everybody thinks I'm not ever going to call back but after we work things out as friends and stuff because of all the s*** thats going down and I was not much because the boys or anything P know that I lost because of my issues with management and the people were calling me what things with hatred and stuff like that I just needed to get away from it all but now that I know that the boys will always have my back and they are willing to come to RCA and Simon is willing to buy shares and it to be have my back as well I'm going to do what I have to do which is one of the best things that I can do right now and that's be proud of who I am and be proud to be with those boys again I cannot wait to go back to one direction after the hiatus does realize these boys have always had my back I'm still going to have there's even if something happens I didn't go back we promise that we still have each others back from matter what because that's what friendship is anyway right now I'm going to call one of the boys and just to see what they think I should do for sure that I'm doing the right thing by sending Kim home tonight but that's the feeling that I'm having right now
Zayn calls up Harry
Zayn hello haz mate
Harry hey I'll go meet you having fun in the overnight dates let me guess you sound like you got some last night which one of the girls was at
Zayn damn if I deserve a new or anyway yeah I did it was with Pamela she sweetheart I love her to death so I'm deathly keep her around on my time to have got a feeling that I'm packing her eyes the one but then again I'm thinking about getting Kat of my other one so how are things going with you and Kendall Jenner
Harry deliver not the swimmers turned out to be true so it ended with her like 3 or 4 days with go anyway I'm just gonna say I've got to find someone else and move on this is how about the one that you reject like at the tunnel to if you don't mind can I use her that person girl my way and I try to be there to help that person pick up the pieces of a broken heart cuz really I could pick up mine too I'm not talking about this is worried about is if I think that all those girls that you have the house are very sweet and I would like to get to know them you know what I mean and I mean throw on my way as a friend first I'm not just going to jump into anything with her like a tree down but I just don't want her to feel too broken hearted you know what I mean that way she know what she has someone there for her to pick up the pieces
Zayn that sounds like a really good idea because that was a girl don't seem like she's going to be forgotten altogether I also want to say that good friends with her who I don't pick because I think it would be nice but I really have a feeling that I'm going to send kim home tonight do you think it's a good idea because I do not feel like I have a very good strong connection with her and she's coming a little bit too bossy for my liking
Harry then if you're thinking that she's coming to Boxee for your liking and you don't have a connection with her you're doing the right thing by sending her home if I were you so pick the two that you think you feel most comfortable with that from the start you always said you felt comfortable with Pamela so I have a feeling that she's going to be the one that you're going to end up but but anyway I can't wait to see you in the final two girls to help you make your decision more along with the other boys let us know how things go and I'm glad you got some last night man you really needed that
Zayn leave it to you to enjoy the fact that I got laid for a long for a while the first time anyway yeah I had a great time last night and was going to fall and she's worth it and I wouldn't consider it just playing with sex it was actually love making that so glad she is she's a sweetheart who deserves to know how much she loved
Harry you have got it bad so Luis what I always say go get em tiger
Zayn alright anyways thanks again for your advice so I'm going to go and I'm going to go away and do the lever was doing when he with those beautiful girls right now but it said they have to let one of them go but like I said I could only be with one so I'm not on it down to the final two for sure that you later man till the other guys will see you soon this is crazy and thank Liam for letting me use his yacht
Harry will do
Zayn gets of the phone
Was that enough to go into the rose ceremony I got there I seen the three girls all standing there they were all beautiful looking as always
Christopher Harrison congratulations you three girls for making it this far and having the overnight dates of Zayn Malik but is only one of you will have to go home tonight and I'll be now down to the final to the will catch his heart and then you'll have to pick the final one that he is going to want to be with anyway without further ado I will let the bachelor himself now I tell you which one will be going home and which two will be staying
Zayn well first off I'm going to give it the first rose so Pamela will you accept this rose
Pamela of course I'll be honored to accept that goes
Zayn ok before I put the second person I'm going to say this that I was talking to Harry Styles on the phone for a little bit earlier and he said no matter what happens between the last two he's that the one that I pick be happy with any so the one that is not the one picking he said he doesn't want her to walk away broken hearted so if she needs a friend or anything like that he's going to be there for her which is good that's going to be between the final two so yeah no matter what the other one still to know somebody from one direction and you still owe me as well because I'll still be your friend and stuff because is just have to follow my heart but the one of the month but anyway so the second one I'm giving the rose to his Kat okay will you please accept this rose
Kat yes I would love to except that rose and I appreciate it. I get to be in the final two
Christopher Harrison I'm sorry, but you have to be packing your bags and leaving to go home but you did a great you made it to the final three but you have to understand that he can only be with one at the end
Kim mama they are they made it this far but I had a feeling that I would be going home today because I figured out something I changed much I'm on the way and bossy and snobby on the end of it cuz I freaked out if I didn't do that I might have had a better chance but I'm praying and thanking the day things will work out and I will find the right guy for myself sometime
Zayn well yeah that's half the reason why you're going home and stuff but we do appreciate the fact that you were here and put your heart on the line but I want you to go home now and find a guy to love you for you and do me a favor don't change so she didn't change probably would have had a better but you need to learn to believe in yourself so go home find the right guy and just trust in your heart this must be the end of the line for you let me walk you out and I still appreciate the fact that I got to know you and everything maybe we can still be friends
Kim yeah I like that friendship with you is better than nothing so good luck to both you and I appreciate with both of you girls you are really good friends to me in the house and I appreciate if we can still be friends and I'm sorry for the way I acted on the end of it
Pamela let's quit right we're still going to be friends with you girl believe that if something was strange for you the change of of a sudden because we don't want a really have a relapse of what was put through by Shelby lol
Kim oh no I may have gone a bit busy and everything like that but there was no way I would turn into Shelby that's just sick of how to gain crazy see you girls and see you then and thank you again Mr Henderson for the time I had here
And with that Kim left and I walked her out I know I have the final 2and the right fit for me