you thought back to the days you dated rachel. why rachel?
she was pretty, flirtatious, and a little crazy. but what made you so interested in her in the first place?
you knew her before you knew rachel.
you knew rachel was dating him before you knew anything about rachel.
so why did you go after rachel?
was it because these feelings you have for her made you confused? or were you just hoping to feel the dangers and rush of fooling around with a girl who was dating someone else?
as you thought, you regret.
and as you regret, you cried.
you cried until the bones in your body ached, and your blood ran dry in your veins.
it hurt so much to know how much you tortured her when all she wanted was someone to love her back.